\\\~The Rainbow Era~///

2006-12-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

~XTC_EXIST~

Todae's Blog entry will be entitled to Ang Wei Xiong A.K.A xTc_eXiSt...
Haas..todae wake up at 6am... then reach Xiong's house at around 6.30am fetch him go CDC for his 2B TP test....
Stayed there till around 8.30am den head for Lec....
Anticipating for him to call me to tell me his result...

[PASS]

wootss..... 1 more Rider into the Gang...... =))

For those who are curious to know how he look like.......

Haas..... =)) Ride safely at all times.....

SO after lec, went expo walk walk wif My Mrs RainBow... and we felt somehow cheated for that BRANDED 80%off sales "BUY 3 GET 1 FREE" ... LoLxx.... Stupid.... then John Little got alot of things... jus that NO $$$$ to buy sobz sobz sobz.......

SLOW RIDERS
LIVE LONGER

2006-12-05T09:38:00.000-08:00

*-BORING-*

Well, jus another day at school....

jus that todae got to do comskills observer thingy.....

then fast fast do den go wash bike.....

Speaking abt bike......... another stress.....

Jan coming...... which means i nid lots lots money to go and buy and pay mani things sia... got BIRTHDAY, insurance, road tax, 2a licience, NEW BIKE???? Waaa lann aa... where to find so much cash sia...... 4D also dun let me strike.... how how how??? sibei chuiiii sia..... everythings like scattered down to nothing when i think abt money..... cannot work, no money = no nothing.... haii....

well, dreams are dreams....

so let me dream on my GSR400 go......

Even Super4 also must go.......

RVF also like abit too Ex.....

Guess would be going for CBR liaoz........Zzzzz.....

So new goal??? CBR400 FIREBLADE....

THE USUAL GANG

Bedok North Shell Petrol Station

CLEAR METER

See carefully, Meter hit more then 240km/h...... thaaattss how fast it can go.........MY TOP SPEED!!!!!

~想要得~

2006-12-03T10:19:00.000-08:00

*~BACK~*

Well, am i back?
Why am i back?
Guess blog is how i find out i can vent everything out without losing my voice and have limits... however, i tml got club test, den no study, den no slp tml nid 9am tut , den i too lazy oso... hai... guess jus let it be a msg in a bottle......would throw it out when i got time..... tml earlier abit lo....

hmmm.... photos? sure.......
Outting B4 nightmare

We were at Bishan that time... den follow by 99Bend.....

New Look

Smashed Visor, Broken Mirror = REPAIRED

KEPT IN THE DARK
&
COME TO LIGHT

2006-07-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

~HRM~

HR Department... ~~Charlie~~ Leonard Angels Agency

Friendly but deadly.... Mission to be hired.... call 1800-Leonard-Angels... Operators are standing by..... Let the Angels do The Task... =)
Team of helpful group mates.... all more hardworking than me... i admit i lazy.. will buck up =P

The 3 Musketeers

Another bunch of helpful playmates... i meant clasmates... we ain't GAY... we jus hits the mountain when we feel like it... =P

~Stern Star~

2006-07-03T10:41:00.000-07:00

Been Awhile

yupZ.... been awhile since i last blogged... laZy......

11month anniversary

Clubbing At Mdm Wong

Me in Shades

Bikes Outing

~*Hope to Blog Soon*~

2006-05-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

~Modified~

THE FINISH PRODUCTS

THE MODIFIED PARTS - Racing Foot Rest

THE NEW STICKERS

KSR one of my considerations

~The Spirit~
~ of ~
~Competition~

2006-05-15T10:01:00.000-07:00

~Rounds On~

That Saturday Night At Yishun

Leslie's Pet Dog Brownie's Puppy

**Totally**
***OwninG***

2006-05-07T10:40:00.000-07:00

~PAY DAY~

Wootss... Pay Day is here..... However... Standard Procedures... Pay my debts pay this pay that... END up seeing Nothing and lastly.. PAY ALL GONES.. LOLx... THATS ME!!

Todae i did something bad... well.... u see.... My Mrs RainBow intended to come over my house right in the morning... she gave me wake up call and i scolded and shouted at her....i made her cry...... I'm super guilty abt it thinking of it back now... Hai....

where can i find such a good GF who would bothers to wake up early (even when she do not nid to) , jus to gimme WAKE UP CALLS ( and i do mean CALLsssss ), breakfasts for me , there to brighten up my day..... and aLL..... and i am STUPID and i do mean STUPID enuff to scolded and shouted her away..... I'm truly madly sry darling...

I know all seeing this would be furiously mad at me.. TAG ME and scold me.. i deserves every SCOLDING i should be getting..... I did not appreciated anithing this morning and am seriously and i do mean SERIOUSLY guilty abt spoilting , screwing , destroying yr whole day... Darling... i do seriously learnt and i do mean LEARN my lesson... I will make up wif it sooner den u know ok? i'm sorry.... MuacKzz

((*TRULY*))
((*MADLY*))
((*DEEPLY*))
~*SORRY*~

2006-05-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

~Rain OR Shine~

(pix from gain city website which stunned me)

YawnZz... heaben been slping enuff lately... YawnZzz.....
TOdae Went all the way to Ang Mo Kio Gain City To Work....
Well.. it was a road show... which means ... no AIR-CON... lucky got TV to watch LOLx... and worst of all... its ok to smoke and work at the same place and at the same time.. LOLXx... WTF!!! some work place huh....

**NEW RECORD**
~~~170KM/H~~~

Yesterday was ROUNDING NITE... 1st sTOP East Coast Park celebrate Yi Kiat 18-BDay.. Well.. when u hav we this grp around.. its sure to be messy.. and yupz... B-day boy was prepared... Chilly Sauce + BBQ sauce + Black Forest Cake = ??????
U won't wanna have that on yr face... LOLXx....
Now no Camera phone so no pix.. will get from leslie soon i hope.. =))

after EasT Coast was Boat Quay... after THat 70BUCKS FINE for PARKING on DOuble Yellow Line ( KNN ) .... i learnt my lesson.... even if my engine was off... i was all along by my bike... once bitten twice shy..... so soon after the "SUPER BIG SHOT" finish her work.... HA HA HA!!! met up wif other bikers... GATHER AND ROUND WE WENT!!!!!!!!!!!

6 HONDA NSR 150 SP
2 YAMAHA 135 SPARKZ
1 Mitsubishy dunno wad car..
YEAH!!! FULL FORCE ....
TOP SPEED AHEAD....
AND I DO MEAN "TOP"...
LET ME EMPHASIS THE "TOP" AGAIN....
ALL THE WAY TO LOYANG.......

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I BROKE SOMETHING ON MY WAY THERE UNFORTUNATELY
BROKE MY LIFETIME RECORD.....
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA... COME TO THINK ABT IT.....
SI BEI SONG AAAAAAAA

Loyang Tua Pek Gong temple.... pray pray awhile... headed home and ZZZZzzzz...
So lets sum things up.....

FRIDAY NITE ROUNDS
-Yi Kiat B-day
-Wei Siong 1st time out wif CAR
-FULL Force 8bikes out
-LOTS AND LOADS OF FUN!!!

TODAE WORK finish went to find My Mrs RainBow just awhile.. and for that awhile... it was a WOW WOW WOW.... time spent was simply sweets..... see u tml =) nite niteZz....

When the thunder stops
When the clouds are no long dull
The Rainbow Brings the Colour Outs

2006-05-04T09:44:00.000-07:00

~NUMB~

I dunno how to describe everything..... I jus wanna be who i am .... i wan to take things naturally.... i dun wan to be told this and that.... i jus wan to do wad i wan.... but wadever i do is wrong... wadever i say is also wrong..... i dunno when the time for serious business and when the time for joking matters.... when to talk and when to shut.... i dunno how to express myself.... have never been so trouble in my life b4... i dun give a fuck abt anithing now and i jus wanna fuck out i wanna fuck..... Fucked up WORLD and Fucked up Place..... Life so FUCKED UP EVERYDAY.... Punch my card... i wanna knock off already.... PANG KANG LIAOZ!!!!!!!!!

Knock Off
Misunderstandings
KNOCK THEM FUCKING OFF

2006-05-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

School Starts

1st of all .... My Com is Back.......
May be Changing Email from s4n1_b0i@hotmail.com to rainbow_era@hotmail.com
so add either one ok??

During UIR CDS lesson.... we were told to cr8 a blog... WOW... thats one of our project and coursework... Simple rite?? of coz i oso made a simple one... Haas...

DO check it out... YEAH...

FULL FORCE ROUNDINGS...

Take a good look... 6 NSR150SP all with the Yellow Dumpling.... 1 Big Lorry.. LOLxx... At Yishun Dam... A Nice Cozy Place to hang out.....

My Mrs RainBow jus put up this E-business site.... it sells accessories online... those oriential Stuffs... plz check it out Peeps.... ...

Sch a KickOff

2006-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

Sch Reopen Soon

Last week of the holiday......

Slacking Wif Leslie and Ah Gu

Mine very own bike... Up for Sale

D's new car

Class Chalet 19/4 - 21/4
NO PIX AVAILABLE YET NO PIX AVAILABLE YET NO PIX AVAILABLE YET NO PIX AVAILABLE YET NO PIX AVAILABLE YET

Hell of a week filled with endless boundless FUN!!!
Slacking at Tamp till early morning....
Hell Ride to JB jus for cheaper petrol......
Hell Queue to the Customs at Woodlands.......
24/7 spent wif My Mrs Rainbow at chalet...
Gave Maria and Sharon a pillion ride.....
Having felixble Time Table for Sem 2.1......

Life not that bad actually.... well... Roy was right.... =))....
Best thing of all !!!!
I GOT MY PAY FINALLY!!!!!!!!

*-^CasH^-*
*-^Is^-*
*-^KinG^-*

2006-04-13T21:05:00.000-07:00

*-F%$Ked Up L$£e-*

Life's

So

F**Ked Up

Everyday

Am i deciving myself?
Am i escaping from reality?
Can i face the fact?
How long can i put up with it?
Does all this makes sense?
Is this wad u call "HARDSHIP"?
Am i stupid?
Wad can i do?
Can i put it down?
Can it be settled down?
Does anyone understands me?
Have Anyone ever felt wad i'm feeling now?
Is anyone reading this?
Can anyone help?
I'm really going crazy everytime it happens!!!!!!!!

Pressing
My Balls
Jumping Off
The Building

2006-04-03T12:11:00.000-07:00

Off Day

Todae off... would be visiting My Mrs Rainbow at her house later wif eileen... dunno wad thoses 2 have up their sleeves... pray hard for me.....

For some who may not know.... my dad does trading of 2nd hand cellphone and oso PDA.. well.. dad got me this O2 Mini to use and i simply can't figure out how to use it... damn... alot of exploring needed to be done... so ani 1 who know how to use O2 Mini plz let mi know....

been away from my Dota clan for like already 2 months....ZZzzzzzz and its like all hell broke lose there.... am i to be blamed? they even placed Jon Sim as leader.. omg... wad could possiblely go wrong.....

Pray HArder!

2006-04-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

BacK WorKinG

Back working at Parkway Giant... its like been like a year or so since i last worked there... its like a family working there... time seems to fly real fast over there too... Its the best place to work at ... =)))... gonna enjoy this boring work..

**-Work Work-**
**-And Work-**

2006-03-31T06:58:00.000-08:00

3th Lunar Month

Born :: 1987
Chinese Zodiac :: Rabbit

3rd Lunar Month
Lottery Luck is arriving...
Promotion is work has high chances...

Yeah YEah!!!!! my luck is coming... Lottery , 4D , Big Sweep .... all come come...
No buy no hope.. got buy High Hope.....

Todae sent my mom to my grandma's place wif my bike... WOW!! this is the 1st time my mother sit on my bike..,,, YEah yeaH... simply POWER!! now my whole Family has sat on my bike liaoz.... other den my little QD.... My dad , mum and sis.... HAas.... So cooL!!!! '

Talks abt my family..... Its so warming to see my SIS is back on good terms wif my parents... after certain incident ... relationship wif my sis got better.... i dunno how to describe it but.. todae after work... saw my family getting into conversations that realli moves my heart.. been some time since i seen that... i love my family!!

Family Magic
True Art of Love
Family Love

2006-03-29T06:03:00.000-08:00

TOUR DE M`SIA

Break free from S`pore... went to m`sia relax all this ... there the petrol is freaking cheap leh!! cigarettes too!! ""PEE DAO LAO SAI""... well... there's a price to pay for everything sia.... the Que there is so freaking long....M`sia is heaven.. it's truly ASIA......

The Arrival

The Q went up to almost half the causeway..... damn....around 15mins

Departures

This one worst... the road was so pack and narrow... hot to the max...took around 15mins

Life still the same... still going on.... i'm living in this world which i dunno how to describe.... haii......

My QD Baby

Price 2 Pay
For Everything

2006-03-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

Still Going On..

Feels like its fighting a losing battle with life... ain't anithing exciting too..
When working watched like mani VCDS and DVDs to kill my time... after work its HOME SWEET HOME....

Daddy's New Car

2 Months after my bike licience they buy new car....ZZZZzzz... i deeply am regretting getting my bike and my class2B licence...i truly did....

Outting on Friday Night

Went all the way to boon lay... ended up at this spooky jetty around there... eekss..

Find yr own world
Where u interest
And belong
(adapted from e movie Initial D)

2006-03-23T19:31:00.000-08:00

Goes On....

Life been so f%*ked up everyday..... got myself into a piece of heavy debt and hardly making ends meet... my irregular pocket money turns to become transport money.. hardly ani left to save.... man... this is the toughest route i have ever walk.....

my pay won't be here till early next month... bike installments and heavy daily expenses......... all i can count on is Saturday's and Sunday's 4D lottery....

Money seems to be everything when everyone says money is not everything.... its 2006... think it's time for a change already... bye bye to the old logic...

HP bills are brusting on me too... parents nagging and everything... i'm going NUTS unless i leave the house and avoid them... but is that a good solution to escape problems?? I choose to face it..... i'm made up my mind......

Any experts who have a great secret to saving money plz help me...

Sorry darling... during this tough period i guess u are the onli one hu can understand me even thought i'm that stubborn... but theres nothing u can do also...
i'm deeply sorry to see u putting up wif all my moody moods when we're out... i'm sorry

Money is everything

2006-03-16T17:03:00.000-08:00

Back 2 Work

Simei MRT
NTUC Fairprice
Every Fri,Sat,Sun
1.30pm to 9.30pm
(Dvd players,Phones)

after IT fair post to NTUC... Waa... NTUC... comfirm slack.... somemore there mani things eat... not too bad after all.... but i still heaben find a place to park bike..Zzzzz.....

Things izzi't as smooth as it seems to be.... the road seems to be rocky..... but i know if we hold hand in hand... we are able to pull thru this ordeal...... quickly i hope....

Ah Boy's Yamaha X1
Fully Air-Brushed wif cartoons characters from Warner Brothers.INC.... cost him S$700 to get them done in Indonesia...... i have thought of getting my bike done like him too.... if i got spare cash.... =))

Rocky Paths
We Shall Walk Thru

2006-03-15T16:12:00.000-08:00

NormaL

Finally my life is back on its track already.... No more worries no more rain but shines..... =)

Bike's Back.... Better and smoother den b4..... althought now i'm in a huge bunch of debt...... upon receiving my pay for this month... will clear them all ASAP.....

Got my hair trim todae.... well... kind of look neater den b4... didn't realli wanted to style my hair or wadever.... i wan thoses looks that look OK even after riding... so got myself a SLACK cut..

Com still down... so.... not gonna update much.... hmmm notice something.. my counter izzi't working...ZZZZzzzzz... must ask my technician aKa My Mrs Rainbow to fix it liaoz... =P

To Anonymous:
It would be much clearer if u were to identify yrself. And thx for yr concern.

**FuLL SpeeD**
**AHEAD**

2006-03-13T14:43:00.000-08:00

Highlights
My Oldest Uncle Passed Away on Saturday Morning...
Bike Broke Down At Malaysia on Sunday Night...
Spent S$350 repairing it...
Screwed by parents big time...

Jus to keep it short and sweet.... its a realli hard time i'm going thru now...
Jus hoping for the black clouds to move off and the Rainbow to appear soon....

Rest In Peace
Tai Q

With Love From Nephew
Leonard Lee

2006-03-08T17:08:00.000-08:00

Working

Working @
Suntech IT Fair
Level 6
9-12 March 2006
11am - 9pm
Booth name: Eastern Photo Arts
Products: EnZeR Entertaining Appliances(DVD,HomeTheaterSys)

Ate Wonka's Caramel Chocolate from some chocolate shop at T2... Not Bad... bery sweet...... Haas.. Charlie and Chocolate Factory... Candy That NEVER Runs out....

More and more roundings we go and yupZ... pix taken last Friday... well.... 2 of our peeps suffered injuries after he self-skid and crash.... well.... his still Kicking hard and riding even more steadily the next day... LOLx.. He fell from a MOTOR BIKE for god's sake... not bicycle..... And his still speeding like no body business.... Lets say his our DAREDEVIL

The Big Bikes come out to play.... Look... That yellow bike on the right is like 10 times FASTER than my bike... almost 10 times larger in CC than mine... OMG.... The Blue one on the far right as well.... MAn .. its "Xiao wu jian Da Wu" ... LOLXx.. I feel my bike so cartoon in thoses pix.... ZZZZzz.....
Went to update Passport coz i'm RIDING to Malaysia this Friday!! WOOTSss... when i was young... my dad used to bring my family and i there... he drives and i jus sit back and relax... guess i've grown up..... i now can ride myself there... 'm so proud of myself... =P...... Anticipating and looking forward for the trip to Malaysia .....

Sis Sponsor me $100 bucks for my bike and $20 bucks for personal expenses... Wootss.... i Love her Pay Day.... =))

EnZeR
Technology Wif Style

2006-03-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

!BROKE!

Holidays..... damn broke.... no job.... no life.... life is kind of f**ked up without cash.... Some say CASH IS KING.... Some say there are mani things CASH cannot buy..... i somehow says " Not too much, not too little, Sufficient Cash is enough " ..... however.... WTF..... my wallet dun even have more den $10 each day.... and it's not growing but depreciating...... even my EZ-link card contains more cash den wad i have on hand... BANK ACC?? .... nahh.. lets not go into that.... MISERABLE..............

Onli be working next week..... dunno how to survive likedat.... Pulling me back hard by restrictions..... ain't going down with that... i still do wad i wan and i will spend onli when necessary..... hope it doesn't rain... i'm going to drown on rainning days......

Few days ago spent our 8th month anniversary..... due to restrictions of having no place to go..... ended up at town walk walk wallk and walk..... window-shopping onli... too broke to shop... damn it..... in the end... ended up at PParade take a simple simple dinner.... haii.... thats wad i had nv have in mind for a Anniversary.... If onli............
I'm Sorry Darling.....

Finally..... I got the chance to uploads pix.... A whole lots of them.... WOW.... simply an EYE OPENER....... Friends and Gang are getting more and more active due to the increasing number of Bike available among us and having more and more activities.... i made more friends and i can say it's rather cool... Knowing them for around 1 week and we have so much in common to chat... of coz not abt ani other things but bikes.... Rounding and Rounding we go... Controlling the throttle and yupz.. having FUN..... =))... Hell of a Experience......

**-FacE ThE FacT-**
**-FacE ThE Era-**
**-F&%Ked Up Fact and Era-**

2006-02-25T01:48:00.000-08:00

*Reality*

Exams Finally Over.....
I dunno how to put it but... thru this period of examination... i have seen mani mani types of people... and i do mean those rare species one..... there are thoses who blacklist others and thoses hu are blacklisted.... mani hu read this may not kknow my actual meaning.. well... its better to keep all this to myself... coz i know and i have seen them all over that period of time...2 face peeps... *reality* is everything... was rather sad when i get to see thoses 2nd face...

Enough of school... thoses 2 face peoples.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Was at bedok yesterday night... that was a hell of a night for thoses "AH BENGS" there... LOLxx.. i was consider 1 of them ba at that time... nothing to do at night so went over there to be ah beng for a while slack slack.... gathered all the bikers and went over to the "99 bent" for rounding.... the 99 bent is somehow like the movie "INITIAL D" where that chap deliever his tofu... down slope and shape 99 degrees bent... Wow!! it was fun... after that we rested at kent ridge park... relax relax den went over to Mt. Faber... Wow... super fun...super fast... This is wad i call ""Living in the ERA of the FULL THROTTLE""........

well... having yr own transport is not everything... not having yr own transport is oso not everything... some things can't be forced... theres always another way out... another alternative.... which is usually the harder way to deal wif the situation..... one way or the other.... i'm content..... i'll face the *reality*.... i won't let this matter affect anithing so dun worry... i said it mani times and i won't wanna bring it up again.....

Looking forward for tml's 8th month anniversary wif My Mrs Rainbow... however... kind of tight in budget so guess we go for a simple 1 ok??... lastly... Singapore has realli run out of places to go already.... not here will be there... not this place will be that.. not take this bus will be the train... well... its a small world after all... = ))....

**It's Said and Done**
**Thoughts are made**
**Smoke will Clear**
**Dust Shall Settle**

2006-02-20T01:24:00.000-08:00

Exams NOW!!

Exams now on... super stress... now i'm at home jus finish my business stats exams... i rode my bike home alone of coz.... yupz.. and My Mrs Rainbow jus got on the bus going home.. LOLXx... super FAST lor..... however... as i'm blogging..... a news broke out... one of my relative from my mom's side at China jus passed away at 11 in the morning.... she is my grandma's sis or somehow... yupz.. she's bery old already... and left to a better world where her sufferings ends.... jus nice my Aunt is at my house.... my aunt and my mum are in tears.... haii..... lets have some moments of silence for my relative.......

REST IN PEACE "Soup" Po
tat's how i address her

ok.... monitor still down.. using my sis com... nid to study hard for my up coming exams... will be free after thursday.... may be working... up date again when i get to use the com... ..... took alot of pix when i went rounding wif my biking bros... yupz... mani exciting pix... update and post it some other time... haii...... this is really good good bye.........

**This Is**
**GOOD BYE**

2006-02-17T11:21:00.000-08:00

Experience

A brutal incident almost took place last night when i was returning home from Jon's house.... My bike was going around 20-30KM/H ... was going round a bent at the car park and all of a sudden... a little cat dashed out the road.... to my horror.. i jam my brakes... well.... the cat somehow bounced backwards and ran off in another direction....wad in the world... i still have the whole incident pictured in my head... damn... that was 1 bad experience i would nv wanna experience...

exams are realli coming near.... i dun think that i realli did studied enough for ani subject... wad i reallli study was jus above the surface of a subject... i have a bad feeling abt the up coming exams.... seriously... i'm like hugging the buddha's leg real tight now... hoping that will bring mi somewhere.....

Living Life in the Full Throttle wasn't wad i had in mind when i 1st made my decision on getting my bike licence. All i had in mind was ~~"SUGAR FREE"~~ "PUBLIC TRANSPORT FREE" ... den again and again.... i was turned down and OFF

My Mother tells mi to dun give up on anithing i do......
My Dad tells mi to accept life... Thats the way it is.....
Thats why no matter wad i am going thru... whether i like it or not... i will nv give up on anithing i do and will oso be accepting life the way it is and NOT the way it would be , should be or could be........

Wills Down The Wells

2006-02-12T20:07:00.000-08:00

Com Down

Com's down... monitor exploded.... due to up coming exams.. i restrain myself from getting online and playing on the com... so maybe after my exams which is in 2 weeks time... den i'll go and shop for a new monitor.....in the mean time... i will try to focus on my studies 1st....

Days wifout the com was rather bad.... super bored at home... nothin to accompany mi besides the TV and the DVD player in my room... lookin on the bright side... i hav been sleeping b4 12am theses days... yupZz... not too bad after all

been spending alot alot on petrol... not even a month i spend around 70bucks on petrol already.... WOW!!!..... I reached another top speed of 135KM/H... which is not something i should be proud of.... its super dangerous... and last but not least... My "P" plate at my rear somehow flew away to dunno where... i discovered it onli like yesterday... omg.. still got almost 11 more months to go wif my "P" plate and i lost it in 1 month.. LOLXxx....

V-day coming already... WOots... my 1st Valentine's wif My Mrs Rainbow ...... So "ANTICIPATING" ..yeahHhh..... guess wad i got for My Mrs Rainbow .... well.... not yet got anithing ... ZZZZzzzzzzz... will come up wif something real fast....

Real Flowers?? --- They will cry some day....
Fake Flowers?? --- They will nv cry but they are "FAKE"....
Preserved Flower?? -- a real rose that preserves Love Forever and nv cry???

U think preserved salted vegetables arr?? LOLxx... think will stick to orginal plans for V-day ba... =) ... sry darling..... cash inflow kind of tough recently....

**-Life In The-**
**-Full Throttle-**

2006-02-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

~J-Team's~

ROX

AND....i actually get the chance to catch it wif My Mrs RainBow sia.. thought i have to catch it myself... Heng arr.. jus like the movie Corpse's Bride.. actually oso not catching wif her one... ZZZZzzzzzzz..... come to think abt it... i like subsitute ..... Zzzzzz.... a BIG FAT spare tire... HAas!! =P jus kidding...

The movie was great... J-Team & RainTree Production movies are a MUST CATCH for me... they simply ROX...... those touching scene left tears flowing down my eyes... yes i am super soft on the inside althought i look super tough at the outside... u can ask My Mrs RainBow.... she should know.... rite or am i wrong??? Waa... thoses tears are simply touching... yuPz.. paid $7 bucks for a good cry... WTHhh.. do support our Local Talents... be inspired by them.... Maybe in future ... U all may witness L-Team & Rainbow Production movies coz i'm simply inspired by Director Jack Neo.....

o_O ?New Look? O_o

o_O ?CooL? O_o

styled my hair (wif the help from My Mrs RainBow , Edwina , Tajjlee) wif the gift from My Mrs RainBow for the 7th month.. notti her... i didn't prepared ani gift for her that day and i even left her alone that day.. come to think abt it.. i feeling super guilty for it.. damn mit.... So so sry darling....... I will make up wif u on V-day and oso 8th month k? =)) looking forward to them real soon... =))))

BIKE Maintainance DONE!!! and oso taken back my IC finally todae.. therefore.. i am realli reallli the official owner of Bike FT7053A Honda NSR 150SP ...... Yeahh.... so... having problems wif my Season parking... will buy it soon.... and oso went back to GIANT PP to visit my old time work mates... they still carrying on sia... omg.. that uncle and Patrick... LoL... they still are fun to hang out wif.... =)

if u all have not been reading the newspaper on monday... i came across this article of another M-cycle accident.... *Ding x10* ... yupz... another death of a teen female pillion rider.... well... guess life and death are fated... times up and there u go.. every morning theres alarm to wake me up... but theres no clock to see death coming.. no alarm to alert...... so STAY ALERT AT ALL TIMES...

While waiting for bike to be maintain....

I had coffee...

From my kitchen window.....

Theres 2 NSR ( mine and CR's )

*-Looking forward-*
*-To The Next LeveL-*

2006-02-05T11:59:00.000-08:00

mYLife

Visiting at My Mrs RainBow's house
-being a status of jus friends... i cannot do it.. i'm sorry... the feeling was jus too simply weird.. i decided to leave the place asap... i know i did said tat i would stay but i cannot force myself to do so... i was oso abit of tired... i'm sorry to have spoilt yr day wif yr family and friends... we had talk part of the things out and i believe i will do my best to stop my unreasonable thinkings... but i jus wanna say... i'm nv gonna restrict u from anithing.. even more yr friends.. u have the rights to be wif hu u wanna be wif and do wad u wanna do... i'm hoping to see not AVOIDANCE from yr friends and REJECTING of yr friends becoz of ME...... ok darling.... dun worry... i'll be fine......

Due to lacking of alot of slp.. i realli too tired to blog on... maybe let the pix do the talkings...

Danny's Birthday
-decided to go Whampo market for dinner at Ah Beng's place. We 3 on bikes went round and round and round as we couldn't find the place.. however.. i did enjoy that pleasant ride we 3 went together... that was like my 1st realli long ride together wif my bros... wicked sick... from bedok to enous to the PIE to bendermeer to hougang den back to enous lastly back to TAMp... waa.. it ate mi like around $10bucks worth of petrol POWER95.... At 1st no cake so let Dan cut fried omelette instead of B-day cake... den went to Chee Hong's place for the real cake and some gambling.. i lost like $40bucks back.....well.,. i did had fun aniwayz..... back at tamp...Witness a brutal quarrel between Dan and his GF.... omg... wicked sick... so sry for Dan to have such an argument to fall on his 19 birthday... haiii...

Pix taken for dinner....

Pix taken for our rides....

back home at 7am... slept till 2pm...... den went for Seol Gardens big LUNCH cum DINNER treat by Roy... my 1st time catching up wif the peeps from our DOTA clan... and yupZ.. they each had their own person and character..... i enojyed the outting.. we should have more outting.. providing there's sponsors.. =P

Pix taken.....

*-Safe and Strong-*
*-Shelter From The Storms-*

2006-02-03T09:43:00.000-08:00

~1 boy~

todae things turn out pretty fine... some how,... abit too fine also.... i was alone wif 5 gers shopping ... window shopping around bugis sia..... 5 girls... fortunated??? hAAsss.!!!!!!!...........

My Mrs RainBow was wiff me all the while leh... thoses hu might misunderstand mi.. think i outside STEAL EAT..... Puiii... do i look as if i'm some one so GREEDY..... dun say my appearance la... - . - ..... (think i dunno wad u all readers are thinking... - . - )

after that we go bugis walk walk... planning presents for V-dAy... V-day coming rite?? so cool rite????? yeaAahhh........ my 1st V-day wif My Mrs RainBow........ Arrrr.... so exciting.!!!!!!

Tml going My Mrs RainBow house as a "FRIEND" status go bai nian .... ni neh neh.. super stress.... wait spill out the beans waa.... cannot imagine.... some more i now is MAIN and SUPER BIG SUSPECT... another journey for the RABBIT into the TIGER mouth...pray hard for me plzz... and tHxxx....

**-Crouching Tiger-**
**-Hidden Rabbit-**

2006-02-02T22:08:00.000-08:00

~KiLLeRs~

Man... this is a wicked week... been down down and way down on my relationship wif My Mrs RainBow.. been quarreling almost everyday.... ok already den next day again... haii... i'm super afraid.... scared of mani things.... i dun wanna bring thoses issues up... i must treasure this last chance My Mrs RainBow has given me... i shall not let her down.....

Man.. if anione has read The Straits Times Wed Feb 1, 2006 HOME page.. it has reported ""FOUR DEATHS IN THREE DAYS"" in M-Cycle crash.... OMFG!!!! i got goose bums simply by jus reading it... the pictures damn STOP IT ones.. thoses trashed bikes..... om"F"g... i seriously scared.... my family.. my love one and only one.. my bros... my friends... haii... i cannot afford to lose them oso... Emotions had been leading me to a whole wrong way of riding... been experience of thoses BAD RIDING DAYS... trust me.. its bad... way bad....

Who says riding was cheap?? simply a week i spent $35 bucks on petrol... My Bike's a DRINKER... drink petrol like water... if onli petrol is as cheap as water....
No more public holidays = No more free parking..... Been parking illegally theses days... time i get myself parking Coupons and Season parking... Waa.. again CASH OUTFLOW!! omgg... money money money....

Seriously speaking... Bike may be faster alot... No traffic jams and cheaper den CARS ... HOWEVER.....not convenient( My Mrs RainBow dun dare let mi pillion!! ) , no shelter from rain or shine , no air-con , breath in Carbon monoxide which is worst den smoking , Easy to fall even if it's stationery , too small compare to car making bikes vulnerable to accidents.......
Putting them all together....

RIDING IS NOT SAFE

however, i enjoy riding.. even for the shortest journey like going downstairs packet dinner... i rather ride there den walk there.. LOlxx.. been getting more and more lazy after this bike... convenient or not.... i dunno how to explain but it's squeezing me DRY as it is always thirsty for petrol.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Darling... its seems to be so hard to sit down and settle problems peacefully theses days.. i realli wanna say i'm truly sorry for all thoses attitudes... i know a million sorries can nv put back yr broken heart but it hurts me so as it hurts u...
I'm sorry.........

*-I'm not as good as i seem to be-*
*-I'm Sorry I Can't be-*
*-PERFECT-*

2006-01-30T10:03:00.000-08:00

~WinninG~

todae another good CNY day for me... 1stly got to meet My Mrs RainBow den went over to aunt pat's place to pick up sis and these and that.. took some pix over the week so here goes...

was rather THE SIANZ MOOD when i gotta park my bike at SK and take bus... the feeling was strange... weird.... dunno how to describe oso.. well.. guess i gotta get used to this feelings ba.... soon after got better mood and was there cracking jokes and everything... did our SOC quiz den abt time for dinner.... had LJS den send My Mrs RainBow home.... ohh ohh.. b4 dinner at my house.. My Mrs RainBow styled my hair for me... haas.. =)) swEEtsss...

The Process of styling

Done

As soon As i got my bike... i rode off to Aunt Pat's place to pick up sis... as it was still early.. we started to game a few rounds of BLACKJACK... well.. i took out 10bucks... slowly $2 per game... it grew from $10 to $50 bucks...... i won $40 bucks sia... Haas... wanna know how i did it??? hmmmm...... ok i confess..........

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I was wearing RED HOT UNDERWEAR.... =P

LOLxx.. after that rode off send my sis to her friend's house at PaYa Lebar... Took the TPE den ECP den wrong exits den this and that.. wow... every ride on the road is something to learn and something enjoyable... I got myself a SHELL MEMBER CARD Too.. where i can earn points... LOLx... CoooooLLLLlll

Tml morning going sim's place... well... hope can realli get to catch up wif my Sec school mates... sry Darling... didn't wan to hang out wif yr friends.. dun wan to put u in a tight position where u nid to spilt yrself between u and yr friends... go ahead and enjoy yrself k? if i'm free maybe can meet for lunch or dinner lor ?? sryy....

Pixx Takenss.....
Steamboat Reunion Dinner

RED AND WHITE HONDA NSR 150SP wif BROWNIE at Leslie's Dad Factory...

Brownie wasn't being run over.. the bike was under maintainence.. =P

2 HONDA NSR 150SP parked between BLK 156 and 157 .. =))

Adapting in Silence
Without Forcing But
Hoping For Understanding

2006-01-29T09:40:00.000-08:00

~HAPPY CNY~

another year already.. so fast.. getting old so so soon already......well... this year's visiting is realli different from ani other years.. 1stly.. my por por not around ani more.. the whole house wasn't that much ppl as it was.. secondly i got my BIKE and went visiting wif my RIDE.... 3rdly.. i went to visit my NANNY wif my sister.. its been like 15 years back where she and her family held mi and brought me up treating mi like one of her sons..... There are sorrows , there are laughter there are reunions...... This is CNY.... Where a New Year is born ahead....

Riding on road is dangerous... i made mani mistakes while riding... nidd to be more more careful... and also... i now is able to ride on the TPE and PIE and SLE already... woots... next destination i shall try the ECP ... Wwoooo...

Been a day since i met My Mrs RainBow... yupz.. i reallli do misses her... dunno when she meeting me too... i busy she busy.... >.< .... darling... yr boy misses u..

received SMS from My Mrs RainBow's mum... omg... i totally freaked out.... shocking on CNY.... My Mrs RainBow la.. notti ger... give her mum my no. ... waaa liao liao liao.... My Mrs RainBow's mum have been giving My Mrs RainBow strange thoughts theses days... think she found out abt mi and My Mrs RainBow ?? waa... i dunno.... i dun wanna know.... i will act dunno act gong gong already...

**~HUAT ARR~**

2006-01-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

~FinallY~

Finally wad?? My bike has arrived!! woots... Was rather Scary when i ride home from the shop... Damn scary lor... LOLxx.... No more public transports... no more late for school... no more this no more that... LALALLALAaaaa.... simply Perfect...

i pledge to be a safety rider and i know i can do it... Will be fetching my sis to work leh!! she dare to sit my bike sia.,,.. LOLxx.... my 1st pillion was BOON at SSDc... now officially on the road... it was ALVIN... my neighbour That has always been teaching me this and that... he sat on the pillion and guilded me the whole Journey making it pleasant and Enjoyable... More to teach mi.. riding on the express ways and this and that... Now got bike... can catch up wif my long losts BIKERS ( BMX AND MOTOR BIKE ) Peeps already.... Yeahhh.....

Well.. this is the start... do expect me to be alittle more or can i say bery bery ENTHU abt riding and being wif friends... i'm bound to negelect My Mrs RainBow... I'm truly scared abt this point here... i'm afraid i will make the same mistakes as my last relationship... completely ruined by all thoses short term hobbies.... Well... i think i have my own life and do trust mi that i will be careful and manage my time responsiblely.... so darling... We cannot be Held down by all this short term thingys k? Coz always in my heart... U are the NON-CURRENT AND LONG-TERM ASSETS which i will NEVER EVERRRRRRRRRRR wanna Lose...... That goes for My Love For u Will NEVER EVERRRRRRRRR Depreciates.......

Here goes... Some say it will be my second DARLING.... some say it will be my another playmate....some say it is just for transport.... Some say it is dangerous... I say... this is how and where i shall learn to be independent, grow up, be responsible, Be sensible, take care of my own life and belongings... AND NEVER I SHALL HURT MY LOVES ONES... Esp my Mom and not forgetting........
My Mrs RainBow

Honda 150NSR aKa SP

Mine is single R NSR .. Not RR

Women or Bust
Love or Lust
In Our Bikes
We Trust
(Quote from Danny Heng, riotbmx@hotmail.com)

how can i forget todae's Shopping outting trip wif
My Mrs RainBow .....bery bad and guilty of me to break my promise for spending my time wif My Mrs RainBow for her shoppinig trip todae... she didn't really visited the places she wans and wad she wannna buy... initially i still be childish enuff to give attitude to her... I'm truly sorry for that darling..... but i know u understand and won't blame me for that right??? *wink*

O--My Love--O
O--Never Depreciates--O

2006-01-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

~SkippeD~

Pontang school todae and tml.... coz dad bring me go buy bike already!!! WOOTS.. TMl i take bike liaoz.. finally i am considered a VEHiCLE OWNER!!! how great this CNY can be??? New Year , New Bike , New Look , New Hair Cut , New Me!!! WOOTsss... Vrrooooooooommmmmmmmmmmm..............
Vroooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................

my tag board... bery touched that actually my Brother Pork got come and read one... realli shocked me to see that fool's tag.... thxx bro... u nv forget me and still cares for mi like an elder bro.. thxx....Another important Bro that is Roy.. we met virtually thru Bnet... and actually this friendship was taken to the the extent that it plays (or can i say GAME) a part in my everyday life... of thoses friends i know virtually... he's the 1st and the closest one... we brought friendship to the next level and expecting more catching up in the late part of our short lifes... LONG LIVE MY BROS....
May sounded abit Gay above but Darling.. dun be mistaken..i'm Straight

Darling.. *smile* =)) ... this is 4 u!
Darling... we chatted and settled many probs already... dun be tied down by all theses ups and downs k? no matter how bumpy the ride is... plz nv give up on me or give up going on...... we can fight thoses monsters thru and get to the next next next next next next next level one... =)) I Love U....
u said u have a letter for me??? *winks*

**-Smoke Cleared-**
**-Dust Settled-**

2006-01-23T08:51:00.000-08:00

~LearnT~

todae was hell.. brutal hell.. ROT in school for 3 long hrs... initially wanted to go shop for bikes but stupid projects..... taking up all my farking priceless time....

i learnt mani things in lecture todae... bery valuable lesson learnt... it will reflects to my everyday life and will try to always keep tat in mind.. i always wanted to grow up but somehow impossible... i always breaks my limits.... its pissing me off and pissing my peers off.. esp My Mrs RainBow.... play play play... no wan study...... affect My Mrs RainBow.... developed this.. "wanna die.. i die myself.. i dun wan drag other ppls down" .... so darling... rest assure... i will not bother u during sch lessons already.. u relax abit too ok?? i'm bery sorry for wad i done during todae's Lec.. i deeply regretted and have done some soul searching already.... i'm sorry...

dun be suprise if u dun get to see the "HYPER-ACTIVE" Leonard again... i'm forcing it to EXTINCTION... i'm farking BLOODY 19 this year and i acts as if i am 13... i seriously nid some help on that......

New Year Resolution Update
-GROW UP and BE MATURED

Tml go stats tut den skip the whole day liaoz... wna go see and buy bike... will my dad buy me 1??? arrr...... i will nv again hold my hopes up high... NEVER.... I'm sick of all this.....its getting numb....

**-I dun see-**
**-Anything in-**
**-Myself-**

2006-01-21T11:01:00.000-08:00

~BusY~

been busy for the whole week... no day to relax.... lucky busy but no so stress........

back from TP open house ..... do business guild... do Jam and Hop 2006 ... do projects.... omg lor..... so tie up for school.... well.. at least jam and hop did relax alittle..... had fun.... Flying.D. was amazing.. his jokes were .. WOOTSss.. one hell of a man.....the dancers... they did wonders wif dancing..... Beatboxing?? omg.. that guy was wicked sick... but no fight to Thaiboxing... The Arts of Muay Thai

*mUacKz*

Sry Darling... cannot find time to spend wif u... even during school day... realli sorry.. will make up 2 u on WED ok? u can bring me where ever u wan and i will help u carry yr shopping bags.... ok?? =)))

1B12 Bus. Guilds

**-Gaps 4 Time-**

2006-01-19T08:59:00.000-08:00

~My Bad~

1 week away from CNY and i still heaben got my bike... all i got was lectures and mocking from my family members... one has always gotta depend on oneself...

My Bad.. got stomach pain the whole freaking day... somemore such a long day.. was relieved when i got home... bad bad ache.....

Homeworks are always not done recently and bad feelings are coming my way for the exams... haii...

I'm shot slient and *dead*...........

**-Brave Fronts-**
**-Saves The Day-**

2006-01-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

~MBS OVER~

i admit i'm unreasonable... i go over board and even over my limits always... i dunno the peaks i dunno the limits... i do wad i wan and i didn't realli care much abt yr feelings.. i claim i''m selfish.. i love being active.. but mani things restricts me to...i dun Denied restrictions are bad.. Some are way good some are not... I shall not speak i shall not bother... I have no restrictions... I like to see the way u are... U will always be the U in my eyes and i won't wanna restrict aniwayz u are yrself... come this way or the other... Restriction is wad i jus wanna say... if there is no restrictions... i dun feel the CARE u show... but wif restrictions.....thats another matter... i dunno whether its "YES" to restrictions or "NO" to restrictions.... Positively or negatively the reinforcements are... I will respect yr every doings...... I'm sorry......

I'm Not Seeking for Perfection
coZ i already found U but
No one is Perfection Not even u nor me
Jus the IMPerfection U
To Love Me PERFECTLY.......
(Extracted and Edited)

*-Restrictions-*
*-Respectively-*

2006-01-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

~End Week~

Another week... well.. this week kind of got alot of big events popping ups.... soon more events to come...... all the studies and all the arghh.... puiii.... i simply no motivation to study ani more.....

had sort of sort things out abit.... i dunno why i dunno how... things seems to cross respectively.... vice verse.... here are the things.....

-Talking: no talk not fun... talk too much get into trouble...
-Active: not active so boring.... too active get into trouble.
-Jokes: can make ppl happy... also piss ppl off..
-Smoking: can relax and cooldown... Harms body...
-Beer: Can reduce stress..... beer belly....
-Bike: own transport... no honey....
-Shopping: "SHIoK".... no money....
-Etc.... etc..... etc...

Things jus crossfire wif one another... its one way or another.... so mani things i can think off... but WTH... everything CRUSHES on me... tie mi down when i getting up... turn off and pissed off..... haiii.... i hate my life suddenly....

CROCODILE TEARS.... putting up a front for wad.... come promise me to buy me a bike B4 CNY ..... HAA.... i won't be taken in like i used to be ani more... i won't put high hopes... i won't even give a fUCKING DAMN abt it... all CRAPS... talk got words no actions.... thing i'm still yr small kid hu would ANTICIPATE yr EMPTY PROMISES??? ....... wad a joke.....

went town wif My Mrs RainBow to shop for her CNY clothes... bought wad she wanted but still not enuff... but no time so we stop 1st.. next time continue.. den go home My Mrs RainBow kana scolding... Waa... i can do nothing abt it... sry darling.......

well... jus another week ahead... nothings good coming my way..... i nid to do more good deeds.....

**-When 2 Serious-**
**-When Not 2-**

2006-01-14T10:19:00.000-08:00

~TIME~

is it true that personal bloggers are being fined for putting up MP3 in their web blog due to patent of the MP3.... for safety reasons i remove my song... i'm scared....

been spending more time in school den home due to projects and projects.... damn.. reach home at least 9pm late at night... haiii... stresss...... finally finished wif our MBS project... neh neh....

won't be getting my bike lloo... dunno should be happy or sad.. well... am realli sick of lonely bus rides where mp3s are yr onli leisure..endless waiting causing late back home and to school realli pissing me off... got my licence more like a useless piece of $50 bucks worthless useless licence card..... damn it ...

looking forward for tml's shopping trip at TOWN wif My Mrs RainBow ... hope i be able to "SAVE" some pix home ba.... i hope.....

Wow... visitors increasing...... hu the hell are those peeps?? ... -.-

**-good Bye-**
**-My dreams-**

2006-01-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

~Dead~

at home the whole day... did my HWs and play games... thoughts abt mani things...
well.. 1st studies... yupz.. am going damn low and down at my results.. won't be surprised if i were to be repeating this sem lo... one way or the other.. i dun seem to be able to catch up wif ani of the subjects already... i lost track of everything... how am i going to get back on track... i dunno....

My Mrs RainBow says i'm on cold war wif my parents for sumthing childish... i admit i am a little but i thought abt it and i guess i should realli grow up..... i will one day ... the day will soon to come..... soon...

**-Good Bye-**
**-My Dreams-**

2006-01-09T11:30:00.000-08:00

~BacKie~

Back from the chalet.. yupZ.. realli did enjoy myself... nv realli enjoyed a chalet so much in my life....24hrs a day...... full 12hrs around the clock... My Mrs RainBow nv left my sight....i'm so so happy....... =))

Things we did
-Ice Skating
-New York Pizza
-Ren Ci Charity Show
-"Wedding Crasher" movie.......etc

Ice Skating didn't realli worked out fine at start.... my 1st time going ice skate... so special wif My Mrs RainBow....however... i screwed things up a little at start..... den... Jus gonna move on to the later part.. we worked things out abit... we did enjoyed ourselves after that... i fell down twice wif My Mrs RainBow in my hands and My Mrs RainBow fell down 3 times.... 2 time wif me... once on her own.... HaHaHa!!!! =PP

New York Pizza & Ren Ci Charity Show.. we dine as we watch the show.. wow... it was a bery bery wonderful dinner u know?? i always enjoy habing dinner infront of the TV... and this time wif My Mrs RainBow..... Wow... simply hope can do that every day....

Wedding Crasher was a wonderful movie... was funny and touching... well.. must catch... can get the movie at retails stores now... Eng abit chim... i hold My Mrs RainBow in my arms as i explain so parts to her... she was simply sweetsss lying in my arms...

Realli love the whole 1 on 1 two-days session wif My Mrs RainBow... i simply realli enjoyed it the fullest.... can we have another one?? spending quality time together.... jus u and me?? =))

After check out went home to bathe and this and that... afther that back to schooll.... super sianZz..... got back my ECONs... yupz,... another FAILED subject... woots.... 2 fails liaoz.. wads next..... dun realli give a damn... i jus wanna live my life.....my world....... my ERa.......

Pix Taken......

-pe4c3-
--Loving U--
---Always---
----My Mrs RainBow----

2006-01-06T09:36:00.000-08:00

~Burden~

todae bad day for almost everything... i failed my OB... i home the whole day... got screwed by mum and sis... skipped lunch and dinner... got thrashed in DOTA.... i stayed in my room the whole day...

studies.... future.... freedom..... life...... money.... BURDEN.... Parents said i was a burden to the family... not contributing anithing and jus know how to spend money... been HAD all along... dreams scattered... all bunch of liars... all craps... promised that i would get my own transport... finally i passed... all the CRAPS comes out...its ok... i will grow up.. i will understand... i'm a burden... i'll get a job and support the family... contribute as much as possible... i'll save and not spend...
at home count on family... outside count on friends........... CRAP LA... i count on myself.........i'll be independent........

after school went over to danny's place... took some pix and got a ride home... being so anticipating to get home and follow my plans... they totally ruined by my family.... the whole day mood was over... thats when i was being screwed......

HONDA NSR 150cc aKa SP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING
my darling finally 18 ... will be spending the week ends together at chalet... will be spending the whole 24 hrs wif her i hope...

*/*Depend No*\*
*/*But Myself*\*

2006-01-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

I,
Leonard Lee,
Pledge To Ride
Safely And
Stay Alive

Finally.... I passed My 2B Motorbike Licence already... YuPzz... hope i can get a bike real real soon.... Cheers~~

Surprise Present somehow spoilt.... well... its some bits of hard work oso... i know i done a lousy job but... i did my best... Lets not think so much and do jus the COUNTING DOWN.........

Got 34/50 for Stats... not bad huh...... 33/40 for ACCs .... maintaining my standards there still.... well... so far so good... happy wif my results... As My Mrs RainBow says... Poly ain't there to fail ani 1 of us so jus work hard and the efforts will pay off...... and yupz... they realli did so far.....=))

***The Day***
****Is Coming****

2006-01-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Countdown~

Living life with full of excitement... woots.... so so mani things to countdown on... My TP test.. den my My Mrs RainBow B-day ... den Holidays... den Chinese New year.... den holiday... Waaaaa........ Living Life the Fullest... Enjoy Life the Greatest.... Persuing Perfection wif My sweetest.... Bringing Out The best in me in everything..... I love my Life... Esp thx to My Mrs RainBow.... She's the 1 bringing out the best in me and filling my life with so much excitement , sweetness , encouragements and MOST IMPTLY LOVE

was bery touch jus now on the phone... My Mrs RainBow gave me so so much encouragement... i dunno wad to say and how to say also... i guess she realli does spares thoughtSSSss for me... been a bad new years day for My Mrs RainBow.... i think that point of time was where My Mrs RainBow realli brainstorm alot of things... come to think abt it... she is always brainstorming things here and there .. now and then.... always on the move to strive hard for future perfection when she herself is so so PERFECT in my eyes already... no one realli will know wads going on and the past... ONLY ME... and i know.. My Mrs RainBow IS PERFECT!!!.....

Take this chance to realli wanna thx My Mrs RainBow for making my life so perfect and realli appologise that i spoilt the New Year's Early Night right after 12am due to my excessive talkings when i in a not so conscious situation...

**-Truly-**
**-Madly-**
**-SORRY-**

2006-01-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

~tHe NeW eRa~

welcome the new year... jus another Brand New Era for me... new year resolutions? Mani things in my mine...

New Year Resolution
-My licence Class 2B and 3
-My own transport
-Better time management
-More quality time
-More places of interest
-Most Impt!!! Treasure My Mrs RainBow more
-etc....

1 week holiday over already... wow... fast... dooms coming my way when my results were to hit me in the head.... well.. dun realli gib a damn already... i will do my best and try my best.... bring outs the best in me... yupz... this week holiday seems so so fast... finished wif SOC project... well.. didn't realli enjoy enuff this holiday.. if onli i could turn back the time....

My Mrs RainBow birthday coming soon liaoz.... a little bZ planning and brainstormming abt wad to do where to go wad to give wad to eat ETC.... waa.... i cannot repeat my mistake abt last Xmas... need to plan swEe swee for her... yupz.. she's 18 this year... SWEET 18.... almost the legal age for almost everything... =PP

well... it's BACK TO SCHOOL tml.... still same... going back to school as YEAR 1 student... LOLXx... not like Pri or Sec school already... so GG.. see my peeps around in school.... oh...

*-*Music By*-*
~L~M~F~

2005-12-30T10:33:00.000-08:00

~sCarY~

Todae choose CDS... 1st ... food something ... 2nd internet something... 3rd .. understanding of culture something.... 4th Arts something..... 5th something else....
was late for the selection... was busy .... My Mrs RainBow did it ahead of me..... dunnno got chance to be in same class anot.. ohh well... at least got eileen wif her ba....

Was intending to go out.... but seriously S`pore got no place to go already... no ani places of interest.... no ani transport.... no ani CASH ... yupz... so simply to save money for something else... i decided to go over my My Mrs RainBow's house to finish up wif the SOC quiz.... speaking of the SOC quiz... i dunno how much would i get wifout her... Phewww.... My Mrs RainBow's dad was home... lucky didn't come disturb us... if not i would run out of the house sia.... den after that i nid to leave b4 6pm as My Mrs RainBow mum would be home around that time... so ASA I finish up the Quiz.. i wan to ZAO liaoz.... My Mrs RainBow notti notti tried to hold me back... some sort of wan me to interact wif her mom when she's home... omg.... how could she.... it felt like sending a cute innocent little Labbit to the TIGERess's mouth......OMG... mean MEAN My Mrs RainBow .... ;(( .... Lucky i escaped fast enuff..... Phewww......

Damn... projects now piling up... like WAVES rushing onto the shores... damit.... have to RUSH here RUSH there....HAHAzz... RUSH .... dance club. .=P .... deadline coming soon already sia... jia lat jia lat... so mani events heading for my way... i'm afraid i can't hold on ani longer..... Stupid Projects.... if onli i worked harder to get into JC .... =PP ... ***dreaming***

*-*Spin Me*-*
*+*Right Round*+*

2005-12-28T10:03:00.000-08:00

My Way

todae been a sweet day.. well.. i was so happy the whole day.. =))... i met My Mrs RainBow jus when i gonna meet her... yupz.. super sweet... intended to catch the "40 year old virgin" show... oh well... can always watch it myself.. =PP ...

Many say i bully My Mrs RainBow.... sobz sobz... todae i am bitten hard... Ouchhh!!!

well.. on my way back... i toook out my Cam and shoot shoot some pix... think i look the best when my face and i am not clearly seen and let the background do the talking... hmmmm... agree??

//~PICTURE PERFECT~\\

Now... Scroll down if u dare... its something creepy.... some thing Qute and is D picture.......
rdy???
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LOLxx.. yupz.. thats my little QD alright... took it when the sun was setting... no much lights around... Scary??? =P nahh.. his QUTE...

**-HoLiDays-**
**-HoMiCide-**

2005-12-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

Farking Sensitive

well..todae's been a spoilt day...everything spoilt... mood , day , time , wad ever it is.... everything screwed up.... as fer everthing else.. hope they will run smoothly tml ba... been screwing things up alittle each day and night....

been having things on my mind that didn't say out... dunno how to reach in and say out too.. slowly day by day i revealed some... however... they are the most ridiculous things that can ever to be imagined... and yet i have thoughts on them ... sensitive me jus can't get my mind str8... well.. maybe thats ME ... i too afraid of losing things.... i ought to be extra and specially careful wif my belongings.... been wif me for so long.. the relationship jus keeps developing and gets deeper and deeper... so so afraid...

i dunno how to say out whether its on the phone or face-2-face.... everytime i had the chance to.... i hesitated to bring them out... i dun wanna screw things up again and again and again... thats y i did it above.... words are blurred .... speech are soft... onli actions speaks louder.... so let the actions do that talking...

jus like todae.. i one way or the other did speak how i thought and wad i thinking.. we almost ended up quarrelling... u weren't happy... jus putting up a brave front... i weren't happy... coz u weren't happy.... u can't lie.. u can't cheat... brave front are jus plastic... i see thru them...

i'm fine.. i'm ok .. jus nid to let the mind think straight... grow up more.. be mentally and emotionally stable abit..be less sensitive... think of more of the positive sides.... i'll be fine.... jus another challenge i nid to face it and overcome it... but i still dunno how and still dunno when... hope i can figure it out soon .. let the smoke clear and let the dust settle... maybe things will jus come and go naturally....

*-*Friends or Foes*-*
*+* i Dun wiSh to knoW*+*

2005-12-26T23:09:00.000-08:00

~6th Month~

a wink of an eye
brings us to the 6th month
we fought hard
and we overcome
been thru ups and downs
even thick and thins
we pulled thru smoothly
now for the rest of the road
do not be afraid
i will be there always
we will pull it thru
jus u and me

*-*Moving On*-*

2005-12-24T12:19:00.000-08:00

~Xmas~

Happy Birthday Mummy
Mummy birthday on the friday... we ate crabby for dinner.. 4 crabs .. bery nice and spicy... i love u mummy .....

And Her Cake....

QD was excited too....

After tat heavy dinner... i went clubbing at RUSH ... woots... been some time since i been RUSHINg.. well.. clubbing wasn't as fun as it used to be... maybe partner Edwin not around and too mani AH BENGS and AH LIANS spoilting the fun... The bouncers are the MOOD KILLERs... shout shout abit oso cannot.... but... hu cares.. lol..

TODAY xmas eve.... went PParade/PS/Town/Clark Quey ...shopping.... relax wif My Mrs RainBow ... we exchanged the gifts and to my surprised... i didn't know that wad i bought for her the clothes her friend got a similar one... haii.... wads worst... its the wrong size... haii... i didn't know... if i would have knew it i wouldn't had bought it already... aiiyoo... got mani gifts from My Mrs RainBow.... got card got clothes got belt got chocolate got flower.... SO SO MANI.... I had nv receive so much gifts on Xmas b4... even thought i dun realli celebrate Xmas... Thxx Darling..... Merry Xmas Darling..

hMMmm... moday we going to wear wad we bought for each other den go walk walk relax shopping again already... yeah yeah... anticipating abt that... lookign forward to it.... =))

Pix taken recently..

My School...TP

My New Jacket from Hong Kong

*-*Holiday Fiesta*-*

2005-12-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

~CrazY~

yupz.. been a crazy week for me... mid sem exams... ku ku week... well... whole week everyday got papers... WTH.... however..... i nv realli put them in my head... i didn't feel like exams are on... i didn't feel the need to study.... i didn't even bothered to write notes nor read thru the Lec notes.... relaxing one corner... watch TV play games and even watching alot of the craziest Music videos @ YouTube ... LOLX..

Last Week Caught up wif bros.... did said this week i would be out wif them.. however... this week like packed sia... my Mum's Birthday this friday wor!! ... guess i be treating my family for a BIG CRABBY MEAL.... coz i strike 4D!!! Woots!!...
it feels so good to be rich.... Changed my HP no. around monday or Tuedays right??? and On Wed ... the Last 4 no. of my Mobile No. Came out 2nd PRIZE!! however.. jump jump the number abit but hey hey... iBET won 80 Bucks.....
Damn... it feels so good to be rich... coz more ShoPPING... W00tsss....
And i know and already planned wad i'm going to buy!!! WOOTSS!!!!

Been spending alot lately... nid to relax and get my budget right... lets not talk abt striking 4D... its my daily expenses.... damn... been eating alot and alot lately... sure put on weight.... den there goes all my cash.... i simply cannot get FULL.... i NID FOOD.... all kinds of tHEM!!!!

??Why is Relationships Always Sweet at Start?? ??And turns out bad in the end?? ??Why Relationships Never Lasts Forever?? ??Why do we feel numb?? ??How come people Changes?? ??Wad is eternity??
Caught from 9pm Show on Ch8

2005-12-20T17:33:00.000-08:00

~Invisibility~

i hardly blog so early of the day one.... i wonder why i decided to blog now also.. weird... maybe jus wanna blog it short and sweet... yupz.. so cool that my tag board is getting active... will be cleaning the WEBS @ my tagboard already...

thx to all thoses hu concern... My Mrs RainBow got well todae already... she's there jumping and disturbing me le... well.. she was late again todae but hey... she was sweet when she finally met up wif me... I simply loves to be early... coz of the rewards maybe?? jus like the early birds always gets the worms... ... i'll be early always... i simply love the "WORMS"...

I'll be changing my HP no. in around 3 working days... so if wan my no. can get from me from msn or wadever way u can.. my new no. will not be shown to public.. onli to some ppl ba... keeping a low profile of myself... may expect a change in Email and MSN and also friendster too.... Sorry for ani inconvinence caused....

Been putting on alot alot of weight recently.... dunno why... my stomach always been grumbling.... den my mind alway lead me to the kitchen... omg.. there it goes again... well... be going to work out more and more and more!!

Todae's subject should be the only subject tat gives me the sense of security... i am so "confinedent" i can do well in my ACC.... Arrghhh.. careless mistakes... all gone ... too confident..... well.. dreams are always scatter when hopes run high.... always been told that i do not have a big head (apperance YES but logically NO) ... dun put on such big HATS.... mani things i put my hopes high... suddenly i think that i think too highly of myself... after 1 small success i held my head up high... HaLo effect.... too proud... the onli time i would look straight is when onli my neck hurts... i learnt my LESSONS todae... shall not be bothered abt all this... jus another sensitive thinking.....

well.... its hello Failure and fairwell ~~SUCCESS~~
jus like HELLO long-time-no-see ..... and forget abt the Fairwell......

*+*All I Am*+*
*-*The Invisible Man*-*

2005-12-19T09:27:00.000-08:00

~eXaMiNaTiOns~

todae's exam... made mani careless mistakes.... argghh... dun realli care already oso... wad done is done.... decided to study Acc after that but My Mrs RainBow was down wif a bery BIG headache... OMg.. it lasted till late at night... she slept the whole day and didn't revised .... i'm so worried for her... her headache super abnormal one.... the pain was like killing her... so is it killing me deep inside... i can't stop worrying abt My Mrs RainBow.......... PLzz Get well soon.....

read the papers.... some Psycho Freak is going round aimming for gers wif red dyed long shoulder length hair.... they strike even in public.. armed wif dangerous weapons... they backstab u ..... however... not killing u or molesting.... they Pluck or cut a bunch of yr hair and run away.... yupZ... every 1 ... plz grab hold of yr hairs... wear a cap out if possible... BEWARE!!!!

*-*GeT Well Soon*-*

2005-12-18T09:53:00.000-08:00

~JoyfuL~

toDae... slept onli 2 hrs... wake up early in the morning went to SSDC for my 3rd time Prac 8 .... W00tSss.... I finally Pass my PRac 8 already.... 1 step higher... no more worries for prac... now can jus sit back and relax wait for TP test ... Yeahh... **clap**clap**

Tml Start my exams already... didn't realli studied alot sia.. relaxing one corner haas... shouldn't be a prob ba i guess haaS!! ... thats abt it ....

bought My Mrs RainBow's mystery Xmas Gift already... thx to cinead and bros... haas... accompany me walk from shops to shops.. Esp thx to Cinead.. stress here and there haas... finally i picked one clothes that should be suitable for My Mrs RainBow ...
Shhhhh......... My Mrs RainBow no idea wad type of clothes is that... super SEXY one... haas... hu wans to see the clothes?? haas... FAT HOPE .. =P ... anticipating for Xmas to come... after that would be the holidays den the Birthday Chalet ... =))

abt the previous post... hestitated alot ...... always remind myself to think b4 i speak ... applies to bloggin too ....=))

*+*Good LucK*+*
*-*For e Exams*-*
*+*Darling*+*
*-*i L u*-*

2005-12-16T04:24:00.000-08:00

~ReStRiCtiOnS~

spent like an hour on this post... editing and rephrasing ..... hitting the backspace times and times.... well.. finally come to the final piece....

i'm sicked.. todae the 3rd day.. getting worst... headache ... exams coming ... stress level up... study wad also cannot go in... take medicine ... sleepy... going to bed ... trying to get some sleep... bottle them up and good night all ..... tml will be a better day

*+*SiLeNcE*+*
*-*The BesT*-*
*+*Medicine*+*

2005-12-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

~Remorseful~

Been misunderstanding alot of things lately.... been so so stupid... from start i was addressed Ah Dai by My Mrs RainBow.... i dun seem to understand so mani things... i always look at the my side and nv realli spare a thought for My Mrs RainBow.... i nv realli did ever put myself in her shoes... i'm so selfish... i'm so sensitive...

i can simply think of all the most ridiculious things under the stars.... wifout sparing a thought for My Mrs RainBow... my head is always in the "I'm right U wrong" ... den i start to think of things that i misunderstoods and start blaming My Mrs RainBow...... wifout Clarifying them wif My Mrs RainBow and jump into all those conclusions.... damn unreasonable right?? ya.. i think so too after My Mrs RainBow clarify thoses things wif me... i was wrong to think this way from start... me and my "GOOD-FOR-NOTHIHG" brain... lucky My Mrs RainBow brainwashed me and did explained to me everything... and it all started wif a simple misunderstanding and childish thinking by me... i'm sorry i thought too much...

*-*Its Hard*-*
*+*For Me*+*
*-*To Say*-*
*+*I'm SorrY*-*

2005-12-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Invisible~

Initially was going for a long post.. well.. i dun think that i wanna blog abt wad i wanted initially planned already... however... onli certain things ba.... so sit back and RELAX ... ohh... New song ... THE INVISIBLE MAN ... listen to it mani times and clearly.......

Had a tiff wif My Mrs RainBow during LEC after she woke me up wif a pen struck to my head... yupz we sat bery front of the LEC and theres no doubt abt how mani pairs of eyes did see them... well... i got angry and pissed off... i shouted @ My Mrs RainBow... she got angry and turned away... so did i.....CAN't believe that i'm foolish enuff to be so sensitive to got mad becoz of that.. kind of regretted being mad that time.. it spoilt the day... my temper got worst when i think back... its been several experience of being the invisible man...
YES.. u did said u will choose to be wif a friend den wif yr BF... ONCE AGAIN..JEALOUS-FULL and SENSITIVE ME... yes i will be there for u always.. but i seem to get the theory... when u are wif yr circle of friends... i shall not mind to be the invisible man... The Invisible Man hu would ear-drop things u can't hardly wait to share wif yr friends... The Invisible Man hu would onli wishes that he would be treated the same way u look and smiles wif the ones on the other side of u.. it USED to hurt when u turn to yr friends rather den me last time... regardless it's abt love matters , Lec questions , jokes , feelings or thoughts.... its just a norm i found in you... ain't gonna be deviance abt that.. i dun wan ani part of u to diffuse after wad i mention here... i can adapt... i did accept yr terms and conditions before we came together... i will abid to it. .. =))

realli jus wanna tell and say a BIG SORRY to My Mrs RainBow for thoses things todae... i made u tears again... haii... i'm truly madly deeply Sorry.....

WOOTSSSSSssss... i FAILED in my prac 8 again... initially all the luck i gathered was all jus craps and plastics... i see grins at many faces this point of time.... every one says i'm lousy... i admit i am... i sux in anithing i do.. i'm a failure... go on... LAUGH OUT LOUD .... ROLF .... wad GL wad HF ... burn them down.. simple words can bring so so far out....i said it b4 and expected the next to be better... however... i failed to recieve... yes... i'm freaking sensitive..... i admit... i'm freaking Superstitious!!!.... i will be going to wear RED HOT UNDERWEAR the next time... i'm not going to say when... i won't wan ani luck ani more... i will be independent.....

Come to think abt it... i'm one Failure hu cannot denied.... failure to be a good BF , failure in everything i simply do... i failed to make my GF smile , failed to bring happiness to my GF or my peers... i failed in my pracs over and over again... and wads next ?? My mid sem den my Diploma ?? haas.. won't be surprised.... i'm mentally prepared afther todae..... its too common for me to fail in wad ever i do... too too common.... i dunno why... this Mentality "THE FAILURE"... its like those endless POP-UPS.... i failed to bring out the best in me for u DARLING ... i wan to be the best there is the best there will ever be... i always think i'm a good BF... i compare myself wif other BFs.... i always think that i'm the Superior one who thinkgs that my darling will certainly be blessed... ArGggghhhh.... BULLSHIT .... the fact that is i'm a complete FAILURE.. no 1 realli knows wads going on inside this relationship... inside of u... yr numb feelings... onli u yrself will know... am i right darling?? some1 full of fun , joycious and happily chatting wif friends around u can simpliy turn DEVASTATION when u turn to the one always by yr side... putting a stop to the normal u... i spoilt yr day.. yr nights... the 1 that sends numb feelings down to yr toes... all numb... How Low and Lousy can me this failure BF be.... TOtally FAiled...

Therefore... sure that ppl can't be convinced that i am such a suay KIA and failure.. theres this one week to prove.... this week... will be going for prac again this week...so will i pasS??? ... HAAS... i'm a failure... u say leh??? come on.. *SMILE* or *LOL*..... will i piss My Mrs RainBow off again by my irritating actions , moves , words and unecessary noises when i'm Too active?? hmmm.... guess it would be hard for me to be that hyperactive monkey already ba.. the most onli a brave Front ba... but that may accidentally hurt ppl too... haii... lastly is the mid sem coming liaoz.... will i failed all my subjects besides ACC ?? haas.. no nid to say la .. no comments... WHy?? not becoz my Backside YY .... its coz... i'm jus a failure.... *clap*clap*... Hmm... ok ... so see whether my Philosophy right anot la hor... den no 1 should be able to claim Mr Failure title from me ba...we'll see... we'll see... time will tell everything......EVERYTHING!

*-The Invisible Failure Man-*

2005-12-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

~LucK~

lazy to blog theses days so .. cutting everything short.. feeling kind of sick todae.. flu and cold cough.... met My Mrs RainBow study at MAC at the other CP... after that went walk walk... nowdays i'm always on a look out for clothes... not mine but wad to get for My Mrs RainBow.... i hope i dun screw things up....

Friday got pix forget to post .. so theses are some pix taken at the DURIANS...

MY FAVOURITE ONEs

!!!SO CUTE!!!

hmmm....once again.. prac 8 tml night... i nid to pass.. i realli nid to...

*-*7th days*-*
*+*A week*+*
*-*I'm glad*-*

2005-12-10T11:08:00.000-08:00

~|_-0-$-+~

todae met My Mrs RainBow around late noon ... heavy rain... came to pick me up wif an umbrella...w00tss... hehe... so sweet right... den headed to City Hall walk walk ba....

coming to 6th months already... 1/2 a year... big gift for Xmas come anniversary .... hmmmm...... i realli dunno dunno wad to get get for her... omg... thats realli getting me so so mad... so so confused... so so so troubled.. sobz sobz... i nid help... secretly.....

*-*It wAs A*-*
*-* NicE DaY*-*

2005-12-08T09:59:00.000-08:00

~FAILED~

going jus into 1 part of todae... my bike practical .... can't i jus pass it and be over wif it... y thoses peeps so screw up 1... cannot close 1 eye arr... haii... stress stress stress... last practical already hold me back for wad.... earn my money rite... alamak.... nv gonna give up... jus bring it on.... not gonna rest till i'm done....

finally.. got into business wif My Mrs RainBow ..... will we be in the same class?? likelyhood should be not ba... would be doing different core subjects.... well... i'm lucky to be in DIP for BUSINESS liaoz... mani didn't get wad they intended to wan.. so Gogo for them ba...

**-Nv gOnnA StoP-**
**-Until Yr mine-**

2005-12-07T10:15:00.000-08:00

~Its All~

had a tiff wif My Mrs RainBow yesterday.. well.. My Mrs RainBow... yr my sunshine my rainbow after the rain.... she's the cure against my feelings my pain... =)) listen to this song well k darling?? =)).. iLu*

well.. that was last night things.. todae was a totally different things.. =)) that rox... after school no where to go ... went walk walk at TM and CS... hmmm My Mrs RainBow told me abt my dressing... well.. kinda sux @ dressing... no style... i usually jus wear wad i wan to wear and not care abt anithing else.. like fitting clothes and till now i realised tat i do not look good in them.. hmmmmm... come to the 1/2 year anniversary...w00ts... My Mrs RainBow is gonna pick my dressing for me... woots.. she gonna buy me new clothes... yeah!! jus nice at chrismas... =)) how "ANTICIPATING"... =)))))

Tml Practical 8 already... my last practical liaoz to the TP test... WISH ME MYSELF AND I ALL THE BEST.....

*-*Because of*-*
*+*YOU*+*

2005-12-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Passed~

Morning woke up late... rush to SSDC for my Prac 7.. Waaa laa.a... 1 time pass prac 7.... instructor Loh was a cool dude.. he stayed behind me... watch me mistakes and correct me asap b4 ani 1 can catch me.. well.. i seems to be the onli chineses KIddo there so mani got help help abit.. he's such a nice chap....

finally my My Mrs RainBow blogged abt me sia todae... FINALLY... gimme this blog to blog .... everytime got mention My Mrs RainBow ... but her blog dun seem to have my name appear all the time... hmmm... norms... shall not be deviance abt that....i dun wanna change ani where of u... jus wan the u .. My Mrs RainBow ... jus be yrself... i understand... won't jealous for ani little small things..... i hope N will try ba...

nid to Chiong my licience aimming for the TP test on Jan 12 ... b4 chinese new year... i wish can get my SP or Phanthom or Wave or KR or 125Z or VESPA ... wOotSs...
Good Luck to my self... =P

*-*time will*-*
*+*Never stop*+*
*-*Until yr mine*-*

2005-12-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Confession~

i dun classify myself as a good enuff Boyfriend for My Mrs RainBow .... y do i say so?? i'm not so sure oso...it jus seems that i'm not realli good enuff.... i can get so ATTITUDE for the smallest slightest things.... as bad as it goes... i can get so piss and so jealous for the tinyest thing oso.... my mind jus go GAGA when i see or hear things... i keep telling myself not too be angry/piss/jealous... but i jus dun seem to be able to control myself...

My Mrs RainBow..... Darling..... my feelings are strong... my feelings are true... i realli wan to bring out the best in me jus for u and only u... i be me... myself... be wad i am.. the 1 u desire... the 1 u expect... the 1 u always want....

Gd luck to me for my Pract 7....

*+* U Brings *+*
*-* Out The*-*
*+* Best In Me *+*

2005-11-30T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Sensitivity~

recently mani things going in and out of my head... realli is too mani things... previously and lately... i asked myself wad are my limits and where are my limitations... I figured them out... slowly step by step... thoughts by thoughts... examples by examples... experience by experience... i'm old enuff to think.... i should grow up and be sensibile... hyperACTIVE shall not be torlarated... nid to Cut away that... plz.. i realli nid to grow up...

Wad i learnt from Socialogy todae......
Norms will always be norms.... Onli Certain Cultures Accept Certain Other Culture's Norms... Thats minority... However... Cultures always Think that Their own norms will always be the superiour one while the others culture norms should jolly well jus F#$K OFF... therefore... Conflicts are easily created when One Culture thinks that It's norms should be accepted... not knowing that It PISSING other culture off... This Practice is deviance to 1 party however the other treating it as a norm...... LAstly... this can simply be applied at our daily lifes... our Day to day experience... Even Relationship.... I will try and MUST learn to accept and understand NORMS of the other party instead of treating it as a deviance..... i MUST and i WILL........

Fell out wif My Mrs RainBow todae... forgetful me.... hands itchy la.. dunno Wad The F#@# and WHY THE F$#@ i would go off and forget to on the freaking phone... haii... That very moment... I p0p out my thinking CAPS and NEEDS.....i was down.. way down....

Dinner crabstick and hotdog cream cheese sauce Spegetti

Been HAving Pasta Lately...Mum's not home.. no Home Cook Food.. so onli got LEONARD cook Food.. ain't any nutricious den my Mum's cook.. Mummy i miss u....

~CarlsberG~

Probably the best beer in the world..... something i look UP for when i'm Down....

*+*Cure My*+*
*-*Feelings*-*
*+*My Pain*+*

2005-11-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Moving On~

Moving on towards the 6th month... jus onli the start.... been having small quarrels lately... we both were angry wif one another even for the smallest things... either 1 walk away , cold shoulder , pissed off , exchange of words , slow reactions , eTc....

And the ? SOLUTION ? ....... remain silence or get pissed off till one party gives in ?? or is it let the party cool down den get together ?? continue to talk and carry on despite being ignored ?? Say that u are USELESs ?? Big Hug and Kisses den a smile ?? ....... seriously i dunnno wads the best solution....

Before Stats class Test todae... Upon getting out of the lift.. we had a tiff.. all the way till the Stats class Test .....My Mrs RainBow gave in and it went smoothly.... even for the test.... thx to My Mrs RainBow telling me my mistake... OK i cheated.... i'm sorry... but i learnt from there liaoz.... i know how to get FX square already... well.. after that wanted to go meet Taj make choice for my DIP... My Mrs RainBow initially... got daryl 2 go do for her and oso she made up her mind... for me.. i heaben make up my choice that time.. so kan chiong wan chiong go LAB and send it... nv thought that My Mrs RainBow wanted to come wif mi......wan get into Business.... but 2nd choice dunno go MARKETING or LOM ... haii...Marketing got ppl to help and i rather got mani experience on Marketing leh... LOM all numbers.. be clerk like no life.... but starting pay high... Arrghhh..... WTF ..... i'm easy-going and easy-adapt ... well... let my future be -RANDOM ...

My Bike Records
Lesson 1 --- 3 times
Lesson 2 --- 2 times
Lesson 3 --- 2 times
Lesson 4 --- 3 times
Lesson 5 --- 2 times
Lesson 6 --- 2 times
Lesson 7 --- ? times
Lesson 8 --- ? times
TP Test --- ? times

its been almost 2 months... and still heaben get my licience... damn.... 2 more month grace... i wan to get my things done and quick...

*+*BUSINESS*+*
*+*Logistic&Operation Management*+*
*+*Marketing*+*

2005-11-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

~5Th Month Fiesta~

days goes by... months go by... it gets stronger and stronger each day... too mani to talk abt... let the pixtures explain my day....

HAPPY DAY

Its Been awhile since i last SMILEsssss

HAPPY 5TH MONTH

Its Been awhile since we last pixed....

HAPPY DINNER

Its Been awhile since we had pasta.....

Todae is jus the perfect day... hope everyday would be like these.. happY HaPPy de... yupz.. seriously been some time we take pix together right darling?? yupZ.. at least todae 1 turn out not bad... coming to dinnner.... always dinner wif me is a killer huh.. now should be scared of pasta already huh? =P ...

Made a Promise todae... That is to Never Gonna Leave My Mrs RainBow.... I Promise and I Promised....

As we enter the 6th month...My love for u will jus keep growing and growing and growing...Your My Sunshine after the rain...
*+*MY EVERYTHING*+*

2005-11-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

~East-Side~

wad a day... ended school early... go home slack... run here and there ... at the end of the day ended up wif nothing done.... wasted trip... wasted time....wasted day...

Best Part of the day....Met Roy (Clan Bros) at Downtown East... by fate.. LOLXx.. never ever see him b4 but we chatted and gamed so much online b4... finally get to meet the MAN himself... 1st time meet he treated me to dinner liaoz... damn.. so so bad rite? omg... best thing is that he drives.... haas... he on his LEXUS drop me home den went for his business meeting... his realli a nice chap... nice knowing such a person... Quoted from ROY who said to me once... "There are only a few people u meet in life who are the real ones..." well... i got My BROS and not forgetting most impt one... My Mrs RainBow!!!! MuackZ.. sMu...

yupZ.. she's out shopping wif friend... i'm out too.... i'm also home..... ya home......lucky nth happen to me todae... if not no one will knows.....

so into beers lately...suddenly like them... weather cold ... best for a chilled beer for a chilled person.....Carlsberg.. Probably The Best Beer In The World

Dad bought me Hugo Boss Dark Blue !!! yeah yeah

But if i let u go.. i will nv know... wad my life would be.... holding u close to me... will i ever see... u smiling back at me... how will i knowwwwwww.............. if i have letted u go.....
AND
I was GLAD i didn't nor did u let go...

*+*i'll Never Let Go*+*
Edited and Reposted

2005-11-24T09:26:00.000-08:00

~Ups&Downs~

Never Blog for so mani days or maybe mani... been thru the Thicks and Thins.. Ups and Downs... Rain and Shine...Cats and Dogs..... My relationship is goin to a higher 5th month lvl already... was said to be the "quarrel" month and it realli happen on tuesday... not wanting to ring up the past as we are OK! now... and yupZ.. we are going to PULL this thru together... hopefully jus u and me...

"MAN"-made Diaster cr8ted by me on that horrifeding Tuesday...Taboo Tuesday... my RASH acts and "nid-to-be-slapped" MOUTH are problems faced that i realli should take into deep considerations now... yupZ.. they were taken deeply str8 after...however.. tonight on the phone.. i repeated my mistake again... i'm Truly sorry darling...

My Mrs RainBow..... she puts up wif my annoying rubbish , acts , words , crap and mani mani more... i hurt her not once not twice at that bery day... classified me as the "King-of-Pain"... My Mrs RainBow cried... heavier den that rainy day.... it hurts so deep in when u see yr love 1 cry right in yr face... that pain.. that argony... i nv wanna see it again.. NEVER!!!

quoted from My Mrs RainBow..... There will always be a RAINBOW after the rain..... iLu always...

*+*But if i Let u go*+*
*+*I'll Nv know What*+*
*+*My Life Would Be*+*

2005-11-21T23:59:00.001-08:00

~BLUES~

damn mo... moooo...monnnn....monday BLUEs.... damnm freako... another day at schooll waaAA sianzzz 1/2.... boring lec and endless TUT... same old sentence... do i realli nid to study for a future?? where's the golden spoon...

Leslie's bike and car waiting for TP already... WTf.... guess its 1 step by a time for me liaoz... sianz 1/2 since prac 6 failed... haiiii...

went to trim my hair todae.. yupz... look bery bery NEAT....
nv strike ani 4D la sunday.. knn.. blur me bought it for the next week 1.. haiii.. nan suay ji jiao pu a bian kong gui......

My Mrs RainBow todae wear little little to school... wanna act strong at TUT and LEC ... dun wan my jacket... in the end got fever... i oso dunno how to say her... lent her my jacket home... dunno if she would be wearing it to slp anot but haii.. wish her won't get sick ba tml.... must be well... if not no one to take care of me...

even my mum's out of town... hu will be there to take care of me... can't imagine if i fall sick.... dad working... sis working if not always out... Is my little QD gonna take care of me ??... he's too lazy...

since awhile i posted ani pix.. so now diggin some pix out to show show case..
ENJOY

Me and mY Precious Mrs Rainbow....

Me and My Bros..clubbing and roundings...

My House Pets .. QD and MONEY

ZoukOuT! tickets from $29 -- $49

Ani 1 interested?

*+*Living*+*
*-*In*-*
*+*PaRaDiSe*+*

2005-11-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

~sTrEsS~

stress up lately by mani things.... well... ani kind souls to answer my prayers.. plz tag my tag board... its gathering spider webs....

HIGHTLIGHTS
of the day
Fail prac6 , activities for Darling's 18 B-day , wad to get for darling on the 6th month, strike I-bet 40bucks instead of 500bucks

Days seems to be not going to well for me theses days...worst still nv get to see My Mrs RainBow for 1 day... been seeing her almost everyday... but nt todae... haii...

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*+*Wad a Day*+*

2005-11-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

~PleasenT~

wad a pleasent day today... woooTss... woke up by stomach pain.. =PP thx to the friday's Ajisan VoLcAno Ramen... Waa... lol... went to meet My Mrs RainBow after doing a big business... X-D...

My Mrs RainBow came over my house do homeworks... we been doing this for 2 weekends and well.. we realli did cleared our Homeworks... and for the rest of the week.. we can jus ROC = relax one corner....somemore we bi zi jia you... motivate one another.. My Mrs RainBow... u know la.. lazy piggy.. nids to motivate and beat her PiPi den she will do HW one...=PP

My Mrs RainBow todae LHAO = Laugh her ass off.... due to my funni expression... nv realli seen her laugh till that brutal b4... so happy to see her smile and laugh.... thought it caused an impact on me.... i realli did enjoy seeing her ROFL = Rollin on the floor laughing....... sweets~~

Arr... coming to chrismas lia0z.. still on the agreement wif My Mrs RainBow.... dunno wad to get for her... aiyo... nth gets into my mind... waaa... jia lat.... stress.... HELP NEEDED....

going for my 1st ON THE ROAD practical liaoz.. PRac 6... here i come... nid all the luck i can get... god bless.... =P

*+* Have *+*
*-*A Nice*-*
*+* Day *+*

2005-11-17T08:48:00.000-08:00

~PiGGy~

My Mrs RainBow todae so so tired... slp so so early... well.. we both fell aslp during ACC Lecture jus now.. Boring Lectures... Wad to Do..

CDS form team liaoz.. not wif jonathan.. Wad to do.. aiyo... suay lo... My Mrs RainBow oso not my TUT class... haii..

during break got nice chat wif Jonathan.. exchange exp talk talk abt this and that.. well.. we both going fine wif our GF huh... although got ups and downs.. well.. i LoVe my Ger.. every single thing abt her...

My Mrs RainBow scolds me coz she love me.. nag me coz she cares abt me... beat/bite me if i notti.. =PP ... well.. thats My Mrs RainBow.... kind of always piss her off but after our Heart-To-Heart chat.. i know My Mrs RainBow realli trying to control not to be angry wif me at times already... somehow came into my turn... i get pissed off easier and easier... showing the BLACK FACE ATTITUDE... sometimes its out of RUSH den show de.. i know my prob lies there... gonna do sumthing abt it

My Mrs RainBow somehow theses days also getting more and more forgetful... dun say other incidents *hint*hint*..... forgetting to bring things out or back ... aiyo... getting from bad to worst... ani good remedy to boost mind power?? arr... PIG BRIAIN ... =PP

My PiGGy Mrs RainBow slp so early... nv realli talk much on the phone tonight but i did like the conservation during the bus ride home... yupZ.. less WINDOW sight seeing and more to the talking and lying on me shoulder.. =)) sWeetsss....

Tml My Mrs RainBow bringing me out ... dunno going where but yeah... i longing long wan to take pix le.. its been ages since we last pix... sobz sobz... hope i can get the chance to do so ba....

*+*Thats The Way*+*
*+*I Love You*+*

2005-11-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Unpleasant~

HIGHTLIGHTS
of the BAD day
Bad Morning , Evening , Night..
IN FACT.. the whole day..

Bad Morning
todae woke up to the irriating sound of the alarm... right on the dot at 7am... prepare everything chop chop hoping to surprise My Mrs RainBow at the bus stop where she changes bus... i missed bus 10..damn.. got on 14 to tanah merah mrt underpass to the other side change 31...scared My Mrs RainBow already left the bus stop so gave her a call.. waited for her to reach...unfortunately...(Cut & Censored)...i proceeded to school alone.. my 1st time being stood up and oso 1st time on the TP bus... ALONE
well.. theres always the 1st time...so am getting over it after this post....

Bad Evening
after sending My Mrs RainBow.... i overslept on the bus.. made my way to the AIRPOT... thoughts of my mum not in S`pore for a month or so... haii... gotta get my own meals... so wifout my Mum's Wonderful Meals for the month.. i guess this is the onli chance where i can slim down... usually mum's cooking are hard to resist so sure will eat alot.... I went over to the NTUC at the T1 bus stop.. bought Meal Replacement Bars, morning biskits and a Peanut Butter KITKAT... Meal Replacement Bars for Lunch at School.. Biskits to go wif coffee in the morning and the Peanut Butter KITKAT jus for satisfing my Craving for trying the NEW product... LOLxx.. yupZ.. getting FAT and putting alot of weight since the 2 months holiday... Time To Cut Down .....

Bad Night
Mum's out of town..left home b4 i wake up to say wish wave good bye.. i gonna miss her ... her cooking her scolding her nagging her everything.... and thats not HOoRY for me.. i reach home nid to do housework.. i Vaccum the house... mop the house.. fed my dog , change it's POoPoo , wash HIS Cage... Fed MONEY(my pet birdy).. wash HER cage , change it's PooPoo... change Dad's bathroom flicking Lightblub... Waa.. speaking excercise... thats wad i needed to slim down too.. Haas... lastly my dinner... EXHAUSTEd to cook my dinner.. i ate a packet left over maybe morning Sis's Breakfast... I took it for dinner... and Wooo.. Stomach Pain... I learnt my lesson... If onli Mum's around... she would cook for me... She will... I missing her already.... MUMMY!!! I MISS U!!!!.....
Mummy called jus now... she nag alittle... abt the housework.. i didn't told her wad i did already.. dun wanna claim ani credits.. jus helping out on my own account.. rather den leaving it to my SIS or DAD... yupz.. mummy said will buy mani things for me... SHOES , Tees.. WOOTss.... But i not waiting for neither of the presents.. i awaits for her arrival....1 month plus plus... hope it flies fast ba...

Summary
Well.. past learning and experience apply to daily life... whether it is wad happen today or ani other day... its a valueable lesson to be learnt and apply to life....Forgetting things are INternal or EXternal factors?.. i dunno how to catagorise it... Things Said and Not Done are EXternal or INternal factors? its hard to Group them... most importantly both parties understand 1 another.. thats the main HIGHLIGHT...
SUB-HIGHLIGHT not jus one party but for both parties... theres no 1WAY wrong ... both are to be blame and both are in the wrong... I jus would like to say SORRY Darling.. for saying too much todae.. rest assure i will TRY not to bring up this in future k? i know i said too much todae.. those power thingys dominant thingys.. are jus some other expression of examples... plz dun take it to heart.... and I would Nv wan to dominate too much coz i'm afraid one day u might jus LEAVE me as u said... Those are POWERFUL words that would scare the crap out of yr BiBi.. It Seems like they have shorten my life...however.. i glad u spoke wads on yr mind =)) ..
I LOVE U

*+*ForgeT*+*
*-*ME*-*
*+*Not And NeveR*+*

2005-11-13T22:15:00.000-08:00

~Cindy Was Here~

Morning went to SSDC take my Prac 5 for the second time .... LUCKY me... passing point was below 18 and i jus nice on the dot 18 demerit points.. LUCKY me.. WOOTts....muhahahha... Tml go apply for PDL and prac 6 7 8 .. here i come..

After That met My Mrs RainBow den went to RM eat lunch.. cheated by glass jelly.. LOLxx.. got to Cheers bought INSTANT PASTA... nv try....

My Mrs RainBow came over to me house we did next week's TUT homeworks.. ALL TUT homeworks done.. Yeah YeaH.... and i was bitten.... OUCH!!

met Leslie and Kean Boon for Dinner at 505.. catch up abit.. Thx Kean Boon for his "MOTIVATION" words... i am so MOTIVATED... LoLxx.. PArted after dinner while they carry on slacking at tamp...

Read an article abt a Primary school teacher outside and A Sexy blogger hu poses wif sex toys At Blog... JC teacher putting BAD ENGLISH remarks of students on blog and Top School pupils hacking into Teacher's E-learning.... OMG.. wad have the Pri and Sec school come into... man... children now are getting out of hands...

*+*Kiss*+*
*-*oF*-*
*+*HeaVen*+*

2005-11-12T20:58:00.000-08:00

~Nothing~

Its Been 2 months since i enroll for my licience... well.. told by others that the fastest around 3 months can get already... for me this case... i set another 2 months ba... aim to get bike b4 Chinese New Year.....

todae's a whole Home Sweet Home day... went out pass dad's friend some things den buy 4D den come home le... whole day in front of TV and COM and TV and COM... my companion... somethings my room must have....

well.. a damn slack day... Mal book out.. ask me out... no mood for outings this week so i rejected... being home the whole day makes me wanna stay home more.... esp when Mom's leaving us for 1 month trip to China... need to do the housework myself... soon i will be Independent.... ya.... independent.....

early night will end the day earlier.....

*+*Jus Another Day*+*

2005-11-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Sky High~

Fought wif My Mrs RainBow over the cleo Magazine... hu agree that CLEO is a female only magazine?? mani interesting stuffs inside the magazine for both sexes i discovered....After school went to PS wif My Mrs RainBow and Jon and Jia Ye to PS catch movie... watched Sky High.. bery nice show... yupZ.. extremely exciting at parts too... den sent My Mrs RainBow home after the movies... it's been some time since i hold u for so long in my arms .... its been so so long.... if onli time can stop when u are in my arms....

My Mrs RainBow once said as we enter the 5th month... we tends to start quarreling more... i nv believe in that.... i think thoses were jus saying... my nightmare came to life when i sumhow think that it was kinda right for some moments... whenever i gets hyper... i tend to piss her off... when i put my bike licience top... when i clubs... and seriously mani more.... i tried to cut down on all theses but the playful me jus cannot control the me... the CRAZY me...and yupz.. due to all theses... problems keep arise.... words and actions i make... usually i will get the " WOR SHEN QI LIAOZ " from My Mrs RainBow...... thats turns both of us off....

para over paragraphs ..... reading ain't enuff... if i dun get to see u over the weekends... do take care of yrself k? Yr BiBi gonna miss u.....

*+*iF only........*+*

2005-11-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Failure~

waiting for bus cause me to be late...hmmm...time i wake up earlier wait for bus liaoz... school as per normal... sianz....

quarrel wif My Mrs RainBow @ overhead bridge...got scolded to "F*** Off/You"..... heavy words... taken and left @ doorstep of the heart...how?? damn its due to.... i dunno ... my stupid mouth again... not linking it wif my brain... kind of screw things up all the time... need to be mroe careful wif my words.... we said goodbye... PISSED fully at the bus stop as i headed home....bus ride back wif my IPOD...pissed off attitude on me.... things rushed to my brain which somehow works for a while.... come to think (my own thinking) about it... it realli takes alot of courage and pride (zhun yan) for a guy to speak out the word "SORRY" ... i dunno for other males out there but i feel it this way... do anione thinks i'm abit of the right?? need answers to my Question.. plz TAG....

well... one way or the other.. putting myself on high heels ( women shoe ).... it certainly takes more courage to say the word "SORRY"..... another symtom of me... i cannot take "SORRIES" from women... I be more sorry then them... somehow.. soft nature of me... (PUKE).... and the more I NV WAN TO TAKE IN ANY SORRIES FROM My Mrs RainBow.....NO matter WAD HOW...... why?? .... hmmm.... becoz my backside YY...... thats why........

Practical 5 Circuit Assesment... Passing marks less den 18 demerit points... over 18 consider fail.... WOOTSss... I GOT 2X of 18.... 36points.... mistakes which i think i nv had made... all out on the paper.. alll thoses instructor were on SHADES... how the FREAKING hELL can they See... Su Ka Su Ka minus lo... LPPL.. failures got our books back and went off.....

Had heart to heart talk wif My Mrs RainBow.. confidence had built up to a higher level since 26062005 on My Mrs RainBow.... she thought further for a moment... a moment of magic...lifting me up the air... i fell soon after...BUT.... came up wif solutions to solve problems.... Premetive solutions ... well..i hope it works when it comes to the real thing... i more hope there is no real thing gonna happen again... Heavy words should not be meant for me.... i know it wasn't meant...well... it sniped in deep...

Life had been tipsy turvy for me over theses pass few days or even weeks.... well.. i shall not be demoralised... Efforts would be added beyond the peak...thrive hard.. play hard.. life is short...But... My Era ain't going down... coz its My Time....

**~///My Time\\\~**
**~\\\Is Now///~**

2005-11-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

~HomeWorKs~

2nd day of school... same boring.. worst thing is woke up late must take cab to school... thats the worst part of the day man....

2nd day of school homeworks come liaoz.. sianz 1/2... come here and there ... its so so back to the homework days... damn....

visited the new food court... i ate nasi .. still can trust... come to local delights is nono.. CHEATED... PIXs are deciving.... baked potato... EEekkss... Salad wif bake potato.. so bad combi.....

bought school books.. todae spent quite a sum of money but did parents gimme back the money? Nooo.... so now is wad? i live on my self and support myself studying.. i guess thats the way it is soon and enough....
Ani 1 wif part time jobs plz InTRO.. thXx

back home.... DAD bought home a new pet BIRD.... wWooots... damn freaking CUTE..!!! yeaHh.....

Some pix taken....

*+*Independent*+*
*-*One Way*-*
*+*Or The Other*+*

2005-11-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Darling's SicK~

My Mrs RainBow sick for 2 days le.. aiyo... cannot be there to take care of her... haii... so guess she have to take care of herself which she dun know how... i'm so so worried abt her.. wan to leave a sms to her but bills are cut off.. damn...

todae 1st day back to school...nothing much oso.. damn boring.. dun have the mood to study animore.. i dunno y... jus slack slack slack ba... relax one corner... morning wait for bus to go meet My Mrs RainBow so damn freaking long.. dman dulan... take bus here and there... its driving me no where.... i'm so near yet so far from my licence... so near...... so far.....

money issues rising among my family.. come on... i made mistakes... i'm silly i'm foolish... are my parents blaming and won't forgive mi till after 2 years?? haii.. its so hard to ask for cash... for transport.. for books.. for meals... guess i realli need to depend on m,y own le... i decided to get a part time job... darling.... i'm sorry.. i guess i realli need to already... driving me nuts....

*+*gEt WeLL SooN*+*

2005-11-06T11:59:00.000-08:00

~School Reopens~

Waa sianZz... sch starting liaoz... how much fun can that be.... early morning wake up .. Q for bus to school and oso squeeze bus.... y my licence still nt yet pass... life......

still feeling guilty for the mistake i made.... a long 2 years.....

hey hey... come to think abt it.. i will be seeing My Mrs RainBow EVERYDAY... wifout fail i hope... yupZ... onli different CDS TUT...

*+*by3 by3*+*
*-*Holidays*-*

2005-11-04T11:59:00.000-08:00

~Screw Up~

Life of an 18 year old boy... who screws up his life... making life mistakes and easily fallen into traps... regrets "stupid" things done and bring , pushing , dragging , pulling his love ones down the yellow river.... how much sorry can i say? how can i repay? things i screw up.. ppl i pulled down wif me... its so hard for me to say i'm sorry....Mr Naive here nids to adapt to the DTA rules.. Dun Trust Anybody...

HowEvEr... Mr Naive here got the true one... founded by his true one and recgonise by the true one that HE is HER true one.... i would nv wanna screw this part of my life.. NV..this true one also know as AH dai nids his true one to guide him... 18 years old but child-like..Naive... senseless....come to think abt it..its so true that guys are from mars and gers are from venus... mars slower in maturity.. the DEPT that i fall in... can post this sensible post but do i realli think that way? jus a bunch of CRAPS coming into this PEE brain of mine..... Live Life like That.. Maybe Its The End of My Time.. End of This Era....
not seen the last of me yet...

Fortunately... Rainbow Era Connection Living up strong.. Something i nv would give up on ... something i wanna keep it alive and strong and super bonded... however... i'm so afraid of screwing things up... i'm so afraid ... so so afraid... the onli thing that bring me colours in life.. in this screwed up life... Shall not lose to the SCREWER ..

Darling.. be there for me ok? plz guild me along... i seem to lose track.. will i be a burden to u? REVAMPING and CHANGING need to be done to my life.. will u help me to ?

*-*i Need U*-*
*+*In My Life*+*
*+*Which Is Like*+*
*-*A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE*-*

2005-11-02T23:59:00.000-08:00

~ TelepathY ~

wake up late.. late for Pac 4(II) Supplementary lesson .... wEll.. lucky todae shun shun li li.. went smoothly and pass my Prac 4..... going on to my RTT on friday and revision den to prac 5... nid to pass... times running out on me....

after that went to My Mrs RainBow... as a different status of me... however its was great.. had the power to dominate ... haas... went shopping for food at CP den carry on meet elieen to My Mrs RainBow's house lor.. played board games like "UNO" ... watch movie... chit chat.. stolen some mp3 oso...

Pix taken visit cinibility@blogspot.... my dumb pix there... curious den go see... but at yr own risk... curiousity kills!!

stars idol on tv... see alot types of ppl.. came across a nice phrase.. Live Life Like There Is Never Tomorrow... Cherish everything everyone around me... I may not have tomorrow..

Things Nv Disclosed
Shall Nv Be Know
Things Choosen To Be Know
Will Be Subjected To Not Be Know

2005-10-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Wo Si Fen Nu~

4D lottery Toto... its Tax For Ppl who are Bad in Maths
(extracted from Edwin Goh)

My Mrs RainBow had a tiff wif her mom on morning and when i called My Mrs RainBow she was weeping and i didn't know.. carried on to my TTT den after onli at night den i found out that My Mrs RainBow cried.. i'm so useless.. i dunno that she was so so sad.. i realli didn't know.. haii... how si pai can a boyfriend get...

Darling.. thingsu no say BiBi will nv know... BiBi no say anithing u oso will nv know.... i oso dunno how to explain...like when i'm jealous i dun say will u know? not all the time right? precisely... jus like jus now... hinted to u but dunno u know anot la... haii.... last part on the phone was wicked... kind of pissed off oso...haii.. dun say liaoz....

Another day at home facing the com and tv the whole day.... sch opening liao.. wishing for the wishes... Timetable out on the Nov 4... which is my RTT date... realli hope i can get my licience ASAP...den Transport to school won't be a prob already....

oh ya.. SCREW Todae's Instructor....

*-///I'll Nv Die\\\-*
*-//I'lll Nv Cie\\-*
*-///You See\\\-*

2005-10-28T11:59:00.000-07:00

~GIANT~

todae morning wake up damn early for PRAC4 (I)... play simulator bike game.. i bang into a cyclist.. lucky jus a game.. den do pillion riding... waa... fun.. instructor still teach us technics to sit and to pillion riding... w00ts...

after prac go SK meet My Mrs RainBow for Breakfast initially.. but i reach too late... breakfast no more... Mac no more harsh brown.. onli got the burger.. so so sry darling.. next time bibi will buy u harsh brown k? My Mrs RainBow went off meet her friends.. i walk around cp see things.. buy 4D la update book la see CD la... den decided to head home..

home slack awhile decided to visit old collegues at GIANT PP... w00ts... that place realli is the best work environment i wan to work in... relax... slack... so mani TV to see.. even LCD... blast Musics... happening....

night time mania..1st started My Mrs RainBow was pissed off by her mother... waa... hell sia.... lose her temper... waaa... scary... i dun dare to speak... i dun like My Mrs RainBow to be pissed off.. i hate it when she is pissed off coz when she is pissed off.. it pisses me off too and it would be so pissed off and pissed to the pissed outing and pissed the day... i dunno how but jus dun like.. coz when u pissed off u treat me so differently.. so weird.. so not nice.. so so so not sweet... =`(

after put down phone wif My Mrs RainBow... went to Game wif ROY and friends.. DOTA.. LOLxx.. 1st game damn long... 2nd game damn funni.. funniest game ever play.. almost fell off my chair laughin... haaS..

tml going to pray my grandfather... maybe visit my grandmother... den to meet My Mrs RainBow... but scared cannot meet her sia.. decision not made by my dad yet.. tml we delivery couples.. go delivery things.. NOT BABY....dun get me wrong.... =P ...

Pix i took at NYDC

ain't she cute?

*+///Strong and Wild\\\+*
*+//Slow and Easy\\+*
*+///Heart and Soul\\\+*

2005-10-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

~4th Month~
~Mania~

HIGHTLIGHTS
of the day
breakfast , dinner , shopping

going out must look good... limited clothes in my wardobe so went to my DAD's wardobe and dig clothes... WOOTS... OLD in age but YOUNG at appearance... Wonderful wardobe my dad has... here i am trying to dress and look older and there he is trying to dress and look younger... LOLX.. dun be surprise one day my dad in tapered pants and MOHAWK hair-do and NEWBIE or FRESHBOX Tees ... =P

pix Taken..

w00Tss... its been 4 months wif My Mrs RainBow.... bery stable and bery steady pom pipi... yuPz.. My Mrs RainBow todae very sweets.. made breakfast for me.. wooo... simply nice and bery sweets... hope i dun get diabetics.... CHOY!!!

My BreaKFasT

(extracted from cinibility@blogspot)

Shopping @ Far East and HeartLand... hehe... both of us nv go home empty handled.. both pants and t-shirt....YeaH.. walk walk awhile went NYDC eat pasta.. yummY...oso drank "LOVE POTION".....

Love Potion & Dinner

(extracted from cinibility@blogspot)

4 months pass le.. so near yet so far.. time fly suddenly fast and also slow.... as days passes... the relationship get stronger and stronger.. know one another deeper and deeper... closer and closer... this relationship somehow i dunno how to explain.. i nv experience this feeling b4... super bonded... well.. will not go in to the mushy part... I LOVE MY GIRL... My Mrs RainBow......

pix Taken

(extracted from cinibility@blogspot)

4 months... being together longer and longer... some feelings i dunno how to tell My Mrs RainBow so let her read it here... my bad doings... my jokes , words theses days seems to piss My Mrs RainBow off easier and easily... can realli spoilt the mood and the day sometimes... i dunno how to control this.. darling.. u need to torlerate wif my rubbish ok? still a long long way to go... i know my limits... i maybe very childish but i oso got the serious side of me... it comes out once onli in a blue moon... and i too naturally is the childish person so... must not be angry wif BiBi K? i'm scared u fierce fierce the face.. 1 day see 1 time enuff liaoz.. todae dunno see how mani times.. bery scary... if u see me pee my pants dun be shocked ok?....i'm serious... seriously its a joke abt the peeing part.... but the rest must listen and read carefully k? i dun wan cr8 ani troubles by my jokes or words.. when i say i dun mean it i realli dun... dun think so much and must believe in me ok? i guess u know when the joking childish me , when the serious me when the pissed off me , when the angry me , when the sadded me , when the not me the me , when the abnormal me... but the rememdy.. simply jus a HUG ... i'll be sweetly in yr arms... the sweetie BiBi u always call... if u throw in a few Kisses of coz would be better la.. I ensure u.. the bright side smiley me would soon be popped out after yr warm \Hugs and Kisses.....

("v") Loving U aLways ("v")
("v") Nth gonna bring us down ("v")
("v") I LoVe You ("v")

2005-10-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

~4Th Month~

HIGHTLIGHTS
4th Month , Shopping , Dinner , Breakfast , Fun , Love , SweetS
Pass TTT 49/50 and Prac 3

yuPz.. 4th month.. being together wif My Mrs RainBow for 4 months le.. suddenly it seems so fast... coz we were always busy the all the while? =)) 4 months le.. it seems so fast and oso so slow... seem to me like 1 year liaoz.. relationship strong and will always be... 5th month would be the quarrel month ( My Mrs RainBow said ) ... well.. looking forward to that month.. where it's another test...

so mani outings wif My Mrs RainBow but onli a few we had dinner together.. well.. tml is a day i can have dinner wif My Mrs RainBow... and oso.. My Mrs RainBow making breakfast for me.. well.. not realli breakfast on the bed but jus breakfast home sweet home...

Got my pay... can shopping.. looking forward for tml... fun love sweets .... w00ts...

RTT nov 4... looking forward... Prac 4.. 4th month.. so Zhun... TML MUST STRIKE 4D!!

*-*Stay Tune Tml*-*
*+*Rainbow-era.blogspot*+*
*-*Right Here On 26.10.05*-*
*+*Established Since 26.06.05*+*

2005-10-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

~ZOUK~

HIGHTLIGHTS
-pass practical 2
-Walk walk at Tamp
-Catch up wif NS men
-Clubbing @ ZOUK
-Fear-stricken

Finally pass my Prac 2.. still long way to go.. my reckless driving is pressuring me more... its dangerous... my life is precious... nvm... pass liaoz den say

met up wif My Mrs RainBow at SK den headed to Tmall and CS for some walk walk.. saw mani things to buy but window shopping onli so see and touch and no buy.. around likedat ba...we had Yoshinoya...

Catching up wif Mal , Aik Chee , Wei Siong , Hao Jie , my Bro except Perry... at 1st thought was a catching up slacking chill relax one.. turn out to be going clubbing... marjority wans to go den neither i do wan to be a spoiler wet blanket.. i tagged along.. MU need 21 to go in.. so shift to Zouk... more high class type of clubbing place.. well.. i would say not for me.. Maybe Its the Mood or maybe.... maybe sumthing else...

pix taken

My Mrs RainBow not 1st , not 2nd not 3rd not 5th times already... i know.. My Mrs RainBow dun like mi go clubbing... i trying to reduce it le.. the sarcastic sms sent pain right from my eyes straight to the heart... puttin myself in yr shoe... i left u alone at home.. no 1 pei u... My Mrs RainBow is one hu fear lonelyness...and i left u alone and went clubbing wif my friends... admit it... useless Bo**rie**... haii..i'm truly madly sorry My Mrs RainBow.... i'm realli sorry.......

One day the string attached to the kite may broke & fly away. The harder u pull back, restricting the kite to fly up the sky , you feel the kite actually struggled. This apply to human as well, so learn to let go. Let it free, & you may feel lighten up more. (Extract from cinibility.blogspot)

According to the passage above.. Mr Rainbow is able to conclude that the is kite attached.. kite's sky is limited.. kite have restriction... but kite struggle... and Owner learnt to let go... set it free.. out to the boundless sky... a kite in jeapordy.. kite stress owner...owner release kite.. kite no owner to fly... kite fly away.. kite blown away... kite cannot turn back... owner cannot see kite again.. kite can nv fly back.... kite is gone... owner buy new kite... old kite gone.. GONE.... (Mr Rainbow's thoughts)

If i'm the kite... i would reduce my struggle and not fly so high.. stay by the owner's side.. go and bring where my owner bring me or fly me..... but if i struggle hard and my owner were to release me .. set me free....... let jus stop here ba..

*-///No\\\-*
*-//No\\-*
*-///Matter\\\-*
*-///Wad\\\-*

2005-10-20T11:59:00.000-07:00

~ReCreatioNarY~

outting at bugis and harbour front....boring?? This is Singapore come on... same old places... very tensed when at bugis.. coz scared will meeet Lana or Jenn.. those Muaythai Days.. i think i already made up my mind le and i guess they know and no ask for me also.. i dunno.. jus not bother this matter 1st ba... at there meet My Mrs RainBow's ex.. Xiang.. he working there.. den tried some shorts there.. damn.. cannot make it.. not my style.. in the 1st place.. wads my style.... well.. after that at harbour front.. slack walk walk awhile find one corner relax... eat some taiwan snacks.. and actually.. can get to bump into cinead there.. Waa.. am i lucky or wad? loLx.. sat down together wif My Mrs RainBow and me having snacks together... talk talk awhile den by3 by3 le...

Discovery Made Today

-My Mrs RainBow dislike mi to fall asleep
-Reviving clubbing Chiongster
-Nv get My Mrs RainBow Irritated...

sometimes realli early wake up and slept late.. so after our outing i usually fall asleep at the bus ride or mrt ride home.. i feel bery sweet and comfortable falling asleep by yr arms.. until this very day den i made this discovery.. Darling.. i will try not to be such a piggy le k? Sorry for ani inconvinence caused...

My Mrs RainBow revamped her blog liaoz.. check it out by clicking at the hyperlink at the bottom left hand corner of this page... My Mrs RainBow's production All Rights Reserved.... speaking abt production... My Mrs RainBow todae also produced a more street type of blog.. den coming to my blog... dun realli see a need to revamp me blog also... short and simple... dun need 2 revamp la kk darling? =)

Revived to my Clubbing Chiongster time... even sinced leslie finally the last 1 to turn 18 in my brotherhood... clubbing and clubbing liaoz.. Waa... dun deny i love dancing but onli to my limits ba.. kind of sick after awhile but gotta not be a spoiler...

*-*Gust of Pain*-*
*+*Down to HearT*+*
*-*!!Ouch!!*-*
*+*It Hurts*+*

2005-10-19T13:03:00.000-07:00

~4D Mismatch~

HIGHTLIGHTS
of the day
-Outing wif My Mrs RainBow
-Clubbing At ChinaBlacK
-4D from HELL

went to Clark Quay wif My Mrs RainBow.... i no sense of direction.. made My Mrs RainBow walk so far and so long.. haii.. so dumb sia me... den in the end anihow take bus den end up taking cab to a boring place... damn.. i realli ~~sUx~~... den finally My Mrs RainBow came up wif go Toa Pa Yo walk walk....lucky My Mrs RainBow smart.. know how to think of place to bring this lousy ME go if not... waaa... puiii... window shop shop abit.. going there again soon i hope.. den sent My Mrs RainBow back SK.. SK rainning ... both so cold.. hide at void deck.. but the time spent at the void deck was sweetsss... holding My Mrs RainBow in my arms.. the warmth.. undiscribeable...

Clubbing @ ChinaBlacK... w00ts... free admission free flow.. wAa... clubbing nt spending a cent.. Yeah... fun.. danCe.. i brought my Dancing to another level.. R&B.. although it kind of not like wad ppl may think R&B dance is.. my own style totally ROX!! ( my thinking Onli) ... danny brought up my weird strange habit.. NO DRINK JUST DANCE theory... LOLxx.. well.. i love dancing.. HATE DRINKING.. esp Burbon Coke... iT SuxxY...

Pix Taken.. Me.. Dan... Edwin

N*P*B........ 4D.... buy no out... no buy come out... missed todae 1st prize 3007 ... i bought 1007 ... W*F..... den Birthday come out AGAIN 0818 ... W*F once again i didn't buy this day and it open..... missed 0109 KN*.... My Mrs RainBow birthday 0107 i always will buy..... Waa... IC / Year of birth / Date of birth... ALL come out.... KN*BPC* ... Down on Luck... i need to pray.. God playing trick on me....I Freaking Down on Luck...

Requested by Danny LoMoFo (18/m single)

Leslie wif His Micky Meaw T (18/m single)

*+*Luck*+*
*+*PlZ Shine*+*
*+*oN mE*+*

2005-10-18T12:31:00.000-07:00

~PaSSeD~

HIGHLIGHTS of the day
pass practical 1 & TTT
april snow
Rounding on danny's car
My Mrs RainBow's new blog layout

w00ts... tml would be a packed day.. yupZ... got outing wif My Mrs RainBow at a new spot.. haas.. and also clubbing at ChinaBLACK... w00ts..need plenty of slp likedat.. haas.. *slp*

*-*Passing wIf*-*
*-*Rainbow Colours*-*
*-*@ Rainbow Era*-*

2005-10-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

~ColD Coverage~

its a cold day all the while.. morning was cold.. evening was cold... even night.. My Mrs RainBow was cold too... extremely during the night... i dunno y... i dunno.....

moring went SSDC... YupZ... 42/50 for TTT and FAILED for RTT... dun wanna say more... my 2nd RTT still fail.. i'm so much of a failiar.. comes to relationship , studies , riding... haii.. i'm good for nothing...

went out riding ("more like slacking")... sell the mecinells axel pegs to Pussy.. richer by $50.. yeah... den come to Adrian's Mom's drink stall... she treated us to the drink... FREEFLOW as leslie said.. haas...come to talk abt riding.. i can seriously claim that i quit riding bicycle.. yupz.. no more late nights riding... the most is take bike out for slacking.. main purpose... damn.. i lost another hobby....hobby play a big part in my life... a realli big damn part.. however... as i grow older.. i seem to lose them eventually.... useless and a loser...

HOBBIES LOSTS
fishing,cycling,muaythai

pix taken while drink slacking

*+* Rather Be *+*
*+* Hot *+*
*+* Than Cold*+*

2005-10-15T14:20:00.000-07:00

~BlaCK PowEr~

Fun Filled Day.... Afternoon MEet My Mrs RainBow den went walk walk.. can say we realli no places to go liaoz.. here there everywhere also the same place... sry dear.. cannot think of places too... and somemore u know yr BiBi bery no sense of direction one.. heheZ...

todAe somemore i MAde My Mrs RainBow Angry aLot And Mani Times.. thX to my Itchy Mouth.. speak all thoses unwanted that realli ~~Pissed~~ My Mrs RainBow off... haIi... but after all we were ok.. yupZ.. Giving in to each other plays a bery impt part in a relationship and i know My Mrs RainBow certainly knew that i was rather abit ~~pissed~~ off too... I think so.... Did U??

after sent My Mrs RainBow home.. went tamp meet leslie and kelly.. den malcolm den CHINABLACK... Sihan and Danny MEt Us Later...mani caught up.. 1 by 1 can say..

CHINABLACK... simply ~~WICKED~~ .... althought when i step in R&B is realli not my type but it was fun always wif danny and edwin at dance floor.. HAas.. we play Grind on each other... PPL may think that we are ~~GAY~~... but.. haas.. it was fun... after my weeks of being so holy ~~NO TO CLUBBING~~ .. the urge was finally unleashed.... somemore at a different Level.. BLACK... open 1 Johnnie Walker.. WAa.. throat HOT sia.. drank onli to my limit and stop soon after.. the smell of neat liquior Makes me SICK... spennt my last penny to make him drunk.. LOLx... too bad he PAssed the test.. he wasn't knock-out.... w00Ts... damn freaking FUN... RUSH or BLACK... well... Wif my BROS around.. aniwhere will be fun.. THxxx BRO for making the DAY!!! neXt wEeK ? haAs.. X-P

Pix TaKen....

*-//Unleash\\-*
*-///tHe UnLeash One\\\-*

2005-10-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

~Sweety fiLLed~

..wake up abit late to meet My Mrs RainBow... =p.. went to cold storage buy pizza.. ate at home while catchin SCARY MOVIE 3... LoLx.. stupidest lamest jokes u can ever hear right there... My Mrs RainBow didn't quite understand the movie at 1st... actually most of ENG movies..=P.. yupz.. but got me to explain to her... GOT ME OK!!

after the movie went over to Chinatown coz My Mrs RainBow wanna get sumthing... den over there My Mrs RainBow leg pain pain.. aiyo.. poor thing.. still gotta go shopping walk walk wif me.. i so heart pain.... den faster settle the things and got going alreaady...

yuPzz.. 5 days in a row we met each other... i quitted my job already... can spent more more more time wif My Mrs RainBow.... Xin Fu~~!!!

Highlights for Tml
OPERATION
"LESLIE ~~MUST~~ DRUNK"
pEeps.. ChinaBlack... for thoses 18 years and above....Tonight 15/oct/05... See u Around... going To China in Black... CHINABLACK..... w00ts~~~~~

....Pix edited by Me Myself and I....

*-//Never Enough\\-*
*-///Seeing You\\\-*
*-//My Mrs RainBow\\-*

2005-10-12T11:59:00.000-07:00

~HaPPy~
~Birthday~
~LesLie~

meet My Mrs RainBow den take bus to orchard... w00t.. bery long bus ride.. lucky got My Mrs RainBow wif me and me wif my My Mrs RainBow... =)).. go eat wanton mee at Graffiti Cafe den My Mrs RainBow nt feeling well.. aiyo... den walk walk awhile later go check things out...scared my My Mrs RainBow nt feelin well so jus nice time go home... bus ride... YeaHhh.. *sleepy*... =P...

go SK eat old chang kee the new black pepper curry pop... waaa.. go home big business do.,. dunno is due to that or wad haas...BIG AUNTY won 1st price for IBET.. well.. around 150... treated my family to TIGER BEER... TIGER TIME!!! LOLX.x..

tml going to do wat also dunno.. no places.. no plans.. no nuttin also.. hhmmmmmm.... ani 1 got nice place intro plz tagg me K? yupZ... thx thxXx...

Pix taKen Today...

*-//Love Frequency\\-*

ADD ONS
Leslie Birthday.. went out @ 2plus.. danny came to fetch me.. went to MS as usual.. den go punggol end.. realli the end.. some places where u cannot go wifout transport.. and den slack at there den go home.. more like a catch up wif Kean Boon and slacking Wif Bros.. yupZ.. enjoyed the night....omg.. need to slp.. My Mrs RainBow gonna kill me if i cannot wake up tml..

Leslie 18 B-day & sight at Punngol End

Edited @ 13/10/05 @ 6.10am

2005-10-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

~Movie~
~Mania~

yuPz.. todae caught 2 movies wif My Mrs RainBow... althought skipped skipped abit.. still counted as two la... My Mrs RainBow den brought mi to video ezy to return video at the same time i signed up member.. yupz... M18 movies are the kind for me man... haas... so cool to be 18.....

HighlightS
-bitten by My Mrs RainBow...Ouchhh
-Too much Green Tea is no good...
-If i'm useless... i will be DUMPED...
-More Stories learnt...
-Indoor todae..Outdoor Tml

PRIVATE HEART PROPERTY
*-///No Dumping\\\-*

2005-10-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

~nEw WeEk~

working again... more slack.. cut short... tml goin out wif My Mrs RainBow do "charity" catch a movie,.... lolx... puzzled??? special 1.....
den towards my bike practical... hope for all the best...

while dinner.. came across a bery wonderful and special tissue paper packet...interesting.. =PP....OMG... My Mrs RainBow gonna kill me if she sees this....

*-//HoneY\\-*
*-///MooN\\\-*
*-//HoneyS\\-*

2005-10-08T13:48:00.000-07:00

~I C U U C I~

todae..morning go work.. den slack.. drink coffee more bike talks... more experience.. more motivation...sumthing i realli need...den eat snake eat till lan shop.. play dota... lol... den work abit more home liaoZ..

night was special.. on the phone and web cam... i see My Mrs RainBow... My Mrs RainBow see me... realli miss her lots... so sweet when i see her face.. her smile.. her everything.... however.. feel so neglecting her wif my work... ya.. made up my mind.. next week last week i working le...get pay also and leave den while on phone.. friend called My Mrs RainBow to go movie wif me... for charity...

looking forward for monday... practical lesson.. can ride...
MOST IMPORTANTLY.. going to see My Mrs RainBow!!

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*-///Far Apart\\\-*
*-<<("v") to ("v")>>-*
*-\\Never Be Apart//-*
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*\\\~The Rainbow Era~///*

\\\~The Rainbow Era~///