Thursday, February 02, 2006
~KiLLeRs~Man... this is a wicked week... been down down and way down on my relationship wif
My Mrs RainBow.. been quarreling almost everyday.... ok already den next day again... haii... i'm super afraid.... scared of mani things.... i dun wanna bring thoses issues up... i must treasure this last chance
My Mrs RainBow has given me... i shall not let her down.....
Man.. if anione has read The Straits Times Wed Feb 1, 2006 HOME page.. it has reported ""FOUR DEATHS IN THREE DAYS"" in M-Cycle crash.... OMFG!!!! i got goose bums simply by jus reading it... the pictures damn STOP IT ones.. thoses trashed bikes..... om"F"g... i seriously scared.... my family.. my love one and only one.. my bros... my friends... haii... i cannot afford to lose them oso... Emotions had been leading me to a whole wrong way of riding... been experience of thoses BAD RIDING DAYS... trust me.. its bad... way bad....
Who says riding was cheap?? simply a week i spent $35 bucks on petrol... My Bike's a DRINKER... drink petrol like water... if onli petrol is as cheap as water....
No more public holidays = No more free parking..... Been parking illegally theses days... time i get myself parking Coupons and Season parking... Waa.. again CASH OUTFLOW!! omgg... money money money....
Seriously speaking... Bike may be faster alot... No traffic jams and cheaper den CARS ... HOWEVER.....not convenient(
My Mrs RainBow dun dare let mi pillion!! ) , no shelter from rain or shine , no air-con , breath in Carbon monoxide which is worst den smoking , Easy to fall even if it's stationery , too small compare to car making bikes vulnerable to accidents.......
Putting them all together....
RIDING IS NOT SAFEhowever, i enjoy riding.. even for the shortest journey like going downstairs packet dinner... i rather ride there den walk there.. LOlxx.. been getting more and more lazy after this bike... convenient or not.... i dunno how to explain but it's squeezing me DRY as it is always thirsty for petrol.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Darling... its seems to be so hard to sit down and settle problems peacefully theses days.. i realli wanna say i'm truly sorry for all thoses attitudes... i know a million sorries can nv put back yr broken heart but it hurts me so as it hurts u...
I'm sorry.........
*-I'm not as good as i seem to be-*
*-I'm Sorry I Can't be-*
*-PERFECT-*
Rainbow Era @10:08 PM
