Wednesday, November 09, 2005
~Failure~waiting for bus cause me to be late...hmmm...time i wake up earlier wait for bus liaoz... school as per normal... sianz....
quarrel wif
My Mrs RainBow @ overhead bridge...got scolded to "F*** Off/You"..... heavy words... taken and left @ doorstep of the heart...how?? damn its due to.... i dunno ... my stupid mouth again... not linking it wif my brain... kind of screw things up all the time... need to be mroe careful wif my words.... we said goodbye... PISSED fully at the bus stop as i headed home....bus ride back wif my IPOD...pissed off attitude on me.... things rushed to my brain which somehow works for a while.... come to think (my own thinking) about it... it realli takes alot of courage and pride (zhun yan) for a guy to speak out the word
"SORRY" ... i dunno for other males out there but i feel it this way... do anione thinks i'm abit of the right?? need answers to my Question.. plz TAG....
well... one way or the other.. putting myself on high heels ( women shoe ).... it certainly takes more courage to say the word
"SORRY"..... another symtom of me... i cannot take "SORRIES" from women... I be more sorry then them... somehow.. soft nature of me... (PUKE).... and the more I NV WAN TO TAKE IN ANY SORRIES FROM
My Mrs RainBow.....NO matter WAD HOW...... why?? .... hmmm.... becoz my backside YY...... thats why........
Practical 5 Circuit Assesment... Passing marks less den 18 demerit points... over 18 consider fail.... WOOTSss... I GOT 2X of 18.... 36points.... mistakes which i think i nv had made... all out on the paper.. alll thoses instructor were on SHADES... how the FREAKING hELL can they See... Su Ka Su Ka minus lo... LPPL.. failures got our books back and went off.....
Had heart to heart talk wif
My Mrs RainBow.. confidence had built up to a higher level since 26062005 on
My Mrs RainBow.... she thought further for a moment... a moment of magic...lifting me up the air... i fell soon after...BUT.... came up wif solutions to solve problems.... Premetive solutions ... well..i hope it works when it comes to the real thing... i more hope there is no real thing gonna happen again... Heavy words should not be meant for me.... i know it wasn't meant...well... it sniped in deep...
Life had been tipsy turvy for me over theses pass few days or even weeks.... well.. i shall not be demoralised... Efforts would be added beyond the peak...thrive hard.. play hard.. life is short...But... My Era ain't going down... coz its My Time....
**~///My Time\\\~**
**~\\\Is Now///~**
Rainbow Era @11:59 PM
